06-26-2018, 09:52 PM
Well, time to update a bit. I did end up going back to 3.2 and technically I'm on day 2 now. I would say right now that Shannon's opinion seems to be correct in that my trip to the Philippines was me executing the instructions of 3.2. I noticed something right away after running it just the first time in a while. Immediately I started thinking about where I was going to go next, and started looking up online profiles of women in other countries. I don't know, after my experience with dating in another place and how easy it was with less stress I've been think a lot about when I will go next and this just got even more noticeable after I started running the program. It almost felt like a compulsion really. I will be going back to the Philippines eventually but due to the new job I might get I might be able to squeeze in a trip to Latin America in between then.
I also ended up commenting on a forum that I use to visit a long time ago. I had been on this forum a few years ago, then stopped. Then right before I left for my trip I went on there too look up a little bit of information then when I got back and started running 3.2 again I've been on there, posting, asking questions and getting info a lot. Its a forum with guys who try to find countries that are more to their liking (for social reasons and dating) and then usually make the move there. The fact that doing all this and thinking even more on my next trip happened literally right after I started listening to the sub again probably means that yeah, my subconscious seems to be leading me to cultures where I won't get as much a negative response. Probably also means that some parts of my subconscious are still facing lots of resistance to trying sniping local women so its going with the path of least resistance for right now.
It could have something to do with my past as well. Most of my friends that I had that I really had a lot in common with were foreign or were 2nd generation people with foreign born parents. Also, I don't know but I most of the time found foreign born women to be very attractive and my experience interacting with them in the past wasn't as negative as local women so that might be why the part executing the script isn't getting "as much" resistance to that idea. So, as it stands now seems like this is the path my subconscious is going to be taking for now. Who knows as I get more experience with women and the experiences get more positive maybe I will get over some of my fears surrounding them.
On the girlfriend front things are still decent. We chat to each other everyday though something did come up that might be a deal breaker in the long run. When we were talking about more serious issues about the future before we had even met, chatting on Viber, she had said she wanted 3 kids if our relationship ever went that far. Now like a day ago she had mentioned she only wanted 1. When I asked her didn't she said 3 before hand she said she "changed her mind". That might be a deal breaker for me seeing as I eventually want a bigger family than that. I will be discussing this again with her soon. I don't mind getting married or having a family if its in the Philippines (or a country like it with similar laws). There a guy doesn't get screwed over if the marriage doesn't workout. There isn't any divorce though you can get a annulment (which is hard to get in the first place) and there isn't any alimony or child support laws really. Generally, its in the best self interest of the woman to give her partner her best effort in the relationship because he can just up and leave and his resources go with him. Mind you, this does lead to some abuse in that a guy who has a family can have a mistress and if he gets tired of his family he can up and leave with his mistress (though I wouldn't consider doing something like that personally). Though it obviously presents less of a danger to a guy than in the US where a guy can get financially XXXXXX over in divorce court here and accused of all kinds of stuff.
Either way we will see where this goes. I find myself thinking more and more about my next trip and having some fun wherever I choose to go. Quite honestly I really am considering a nice trip to a Latin American country for some reason. That seemed to be my first instinct when I thought of places to go after running 3.2 again. Will see if maybe this instinct is right.
That is all for now!
I also ended up commenting on a forum that I use to visit a long time ago. I had been on this forum a few years ago, then stopped. Then right before I left for my trip I went on there too look up a little bit of information then when I got back and started running 3.2 again I've been on there, posting, asking questions and getting info a lot. Its a forum with guys who try to find countries that are more to their liking (for social reasons and dating) and then usually make the move there. The fact that doing all this and thinking even more on my next trip happened literally right after I started listening to the sub again probably means that yeah, my subconscious seems to be leading me to cultures where I won't get as much a negative response. Probably also means that some parts of my subconscious are still facing lots of resistance to trying sniping local women so its going with the path of least resistance for right now.
It could have something to do with my past as well. Most of my friends that I had that I really had a lot in common with were foreign or were 2nd generation people with foreign born parents. Also, I don't know but I most of the time found foreign born women to be very attractive and my experience interacting with them in the past wasn't as negative as local women so that might be why the part executing the script isn't getting "as much" resistance to that idea. So, as it stands now seems like this is the path my subconscious is going to be taking for now. Who knows as I get more experience with women and the experiences get more positive maybe I will get over some of my fears surrounding them.
On the girlfriend front things are still decent. We chat to each other everyday though something did come up that might be a deal breaker in the long run. When we were talking about more serious issues about the future before we had even met, chatting on Viber, she had said she wanted 3 kids if our relationship ever went that far. Now like a day ago she had mentioned she only wanted 1. When I asked her didn't she said 3 before hand she said she "changed her mind". That might be a deal breaker for me seeing as I eventually want a bigger family than that. I will be discussing this again with her soon. I don't mind getting married or having a family if its in the Philippines (or a country like it with similar laws). There a guy doesn't get screwed over if the marriage doesn't workout. There isn't any divorce though you can get a annulment (which is hard to get in the first place) and there isn't any alimony or child support laws really. Generally, its in the best self interest of the woman to give her partner her best effort in the relationship because he can just up and leave and his resources go with him. Mind you, this does lead to some abuse in that a guy who has a family can have a mistress and if he gets tired of his family he can up and leave with his mistress (though I wouldn't consider doing something like that personally). Though it obviously presents less of a danger to a guy than in the US where a guy can get financially XXXXXX over in divorce court here and accused of all kinds of stuff.
Either way we will see where this goes. I find myself thinking more and more about my next trip and having some fun wherever I choose to go. Quite honestly I really am considering a nice trip to a Latin American country for some reason. That seemed to be my first instinct when I thought of places to go after running 3.2 again. Will see if maybe this instinct is right.
That is all for now!
"I have no use of disciples. Let everyone be their own true follower" - Nietzsche
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