03-31-2018, 04:59 PM
(This post was last modified: 03-31-2018, 05:04 PM by DarthXedonias.)
well, went to the movies again. Partly because I'm getting bored staying at home and also to see if anything has changed.
Went to see the new Tomb Raider movie, which I would also highly recommend. It was pretty good and you will like it if you like the old Indiana Jones movies. I would probably give it a 8.5 or 9 out of 10. As for my experience I once again had someone use their pass so I didn't have to use my free movie pass. Also, got Free popcorn again and only had to pay for the drink. Didn't really notice anything out of the ordinary. I saw some girls working their that I knew from when I worked there. Just wasn't interested at all really. I saw this one chick who works there who had a banging but who use to get me hot and bothered to a degree but this time.. eh I noticed a little extra heat but not much. I noticed a little bit of heat around that girl and another one but other than that nothing. While I was walking back to my car I saw a woman with huge tits walking with another woman. Usually huge tits are a huge turn on for me but all I felt was maybe a "little" bit of attraction and a "little" more heat in my body than with the junk in the trunk girl.
At this point I can only guess a few things: (1) What I said in my previous post might be right, (2) As a way of resisting my subconscious has risen my standards to such ridiculous levels that it will be hard for the aura to even fire, and/or (3) As a way of resisting my subconscious has pretty much killed my desire for women or sex drive so that the aura doesn't fire at all. Like with previously I might try looking for a reaction for a couple of seconds but after that I just lose interested and don't care "at all". Its like with most of the women I have ran into I just don't care. I can understand being non-needy and being outcome independent but it feels like this might have pushed this way too far to the point where the aura won't fire because I don't care one iota. Unless something changes in the next 2 weeks or so I might just come to the conclusion that this is resistance messing with my sex drive/desire and raising my standards so darn high that the aura just won't snipe someone. If this turns out to be true then that will be unfortunate because I feel pretty darn good internally but when it comes to getting the Aura to work my mind just seems to do whatever it can to make sure no one gets sniped in the first place.
Well, at least I'm still getting free stuff and I have feel good about myself now. Just need to get that internal stuff to start showing up. Almost forgot as well, had some random guy after I saw the movie and went to the lobby come up and talk to me for a good couple of mins. So, it seems like the celebrity effect seems to be working but anything sexual seems to not be working at all. Also, had previous co-workers go the extra mile to try and see if they could do stuff for me.
Went to see the new Tomb Raider movie, which I would also highly recommend. It was pretty good and you will like it if you like the old Indiana Jones movies. I would probably give it a 8.5 or 9 out of 10. As for my experience I once again had someone use their pass so I didn't have to use my free movie pass. Also, got Free popcorn again and only had to pay for the drink. Didn't really notice anything out of the ordinary. I saw some girls working their that I knew from when I worked there. Just wasn't interested at all really. I saw this one chick who works there who had a banging but who use to get me hot and bothered to a degree but this time.. eh I noticed a little extra heat but not much. I noticed a little bit of heat around that girl and another one but other than that nothing. While I was walking back to my car I saw a woman with huge tits walking with another woman. Usually huge tits are a huge turn on for me but all I felt was maybe a "little" bit of attraction and a "little" more heat in my body than with the junk in the trunk girl.
At this point I can only guess a few things: (1) What I said in my previous post might be right, (2) As a way of resisting my subconscious has risen my standards to such ridiculous levels that it will be hard for the aura to even fire, and/or (3) As a way of resisting my subconscious has pretty much killed my desire for women or sex drive so that the aura doesn't fire at all. Like with previously I might try looking for a reaction for a couple of seconds but after that I just lose interested and don't care "at all". Its like with most of the women I have ran into I just don't care. I can understand being non-needy and being outcome independent but it feels like this might have pushed this way too far to the point where the aura won't fire because I don't care one iota. Unless something changes in the next 2 weeks or so I might just come to the conclusion that this is resistance messing with my sex drive/desire and raising my standards so darn high that the aura just won't snipe someone. If this turns out to be true then that will be unfortunate because I feel pretty darn good internally but when it comes to getting the Aura to work my mind just seems to do whatever it can to make sure no one gets sniped in the first place.
Well, at least I'm still getting free stuff and I have feel good about myself now. Just need to get that internal stuff to start showing up. Almost forgot as well, had some random guy after I saw the movie and went to the lobby come up and talk to me for a good couple of mins. So, it seems like the celebrity effect seems to be working but anything sexual seems to not be working at all. Also, had previous co-workers go the extra mile to try and see if they could do stuff for me.
"I have no use of disciples. Let everyone be their own true follower" - Nietzsche
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