02-19-2018, 03:52 PM
I didn't want to report much of this initially because I wanted to actually confirm what was going but yes, I've felt many of the same sensations you did Darth. I went through moments of fear the moment I read about The Wall. I'm guessing a part of me was worried that it was about to be cornered. Since then, I've gone through periods of calmness and almost absolute zero levels of anxiety. In addition, desire for porn dropped and my ability to resist the temptation to fap increased drastically. Unfortunately, I broke the streak after being fap free for 2 weeks and then after a full week of no fap today. But the ability to resist was EXTREMELY powerful. And the feeling of calmness was amazing.
