12-31-2016, 01:14 PM
So it continues...
Woke up today feeling tired. I soon started my loops and kinda got more of the same. It first started with this feeling of queasiness and dizziness. It then progress to depression, frustration, and then anger. I then kept on having these feelings of turning the sub off repeatedly. I powered through it anyway. I kinda of know these feelings. I'm more of a stoic, non-emotional type of person but when I do feel emotions I feel them to the extreme. Usually when this happens they cause physical symptoms (Feeling queasy, dizzy, stomach pain, etc). So the sub must be working on something really extreme at this point especially if I'm getting the urge to turn the sub off repeatedly. I will get my loops done the next few days regardless. Just hopefully I will have some type of turn around soon.
Woke up today feeling tired. I soon started my loops and kinda got more of the same. It first started with this feeling of queasiness and dizziness. It then progress to depression, frustration, and then anger. I then kept on having these feelings of turning the sub off repeatedly. I powered through it anyway. I kinda of know these feelings. I'm more of a stoic, non-emotional type of person but when I do feel emotions I feel them to the extreme. Usually when this happens they cause physical symptoms (Feeling queasy, dizzy, stomach pain, etc). So the sub must be working on something really extreme at this point especially if I'm getting the urge to turn the sub off repeatedly. I will get my loops done the next few days regardless. Just hopefully I will have some type of turn around soon.
"I have no use of disciples. Let everyone be their own true follower" - Nietzsche