08-02-2016, 02:31 PM
-Day 2 of Carpet bombing with Trickling stream-
Noticeable results so far: very, very tired and horny would some it up pretty nicely. I expected a lot of tiredness on the first day of this but now its the second day and I woke up exhausted. I just want to lay in bed all day. The horniness has been extreme. I've been really tempted to look at porn but have resisted it very well so far. Some times its very noticeable and even when its not noticeable I can feel it just prowling along the edges of consciousness. I'm also very aware at times of this very sensual energy swirling along my arms and hands. I also noticed early this morning, around 2am or so, that I started feeling like electricity was crackling on my skin up and down my legs. Hunger has been noticeable here and there.
I can tell the trickling stream track is dealing with some deep stuff in my head that the ultrasonic wasn't able to deal with. Last week with the ultrasonic track I was only really tired on the first day and I didn't really get much resistance. As I mentioned before, its the second day and still woke up very tired slept an additional 4-5 hours. The resistance has been crazy. At least once every 1 or 2 loops I get this thought of stopping or taking a break. Luckily, that's been getting less and less as I feel the resistance starting to dissolve. I noticed that sometimes, during the silence portions, I would get the thoughts to stop and then during the next silence in the sub those thoughts would be gone and I feel energized and some what happy. I realized too that when I woke up this morning I felt very tired but very at peace and relaxed. Like something very big had been dealt with over night. Well despite this resistance, which can't last forever, I'm going to keep pushing on!:
"They are in front of us, behind us, and we are flanked on both sides by an enemy that
outnumbers us 29:1. They can't get away from us now!
"Great. Now we can shoot at those bastards from every direction."
-Chesty Puller, World War II
Noticeable results so far: very, very tired and horny would some it up pretty nicely. I expected a lot of tiredness on the first day of this but now its the second day and I woke up exhausted. I just want to lay in bed all day. The horniness has been extreme. I've been really tempted to look at porn but have resisted it very well so far. Some times its very noticeable and even when its not noticeable I can feel it just prowling along the edges of consciousness. I'm also very aware at times of this very sensual energy swirling along my arms and hands. I also noticed early this morning, around 2am or so, that I started feeling like electricity was crackling on my skin up and down my legs. Hunger has been noticeable here and there.
I can tell the trickling stream track is dealing with some deep stuff in my head that the ultrasonic wasn't able to deal with. Last week with the ultrasonic track I was only really tired on the first day and I didn't really get much resistance. As I mentioned before, its the second day and still woke up very tired slept an additional 4-5 hours. The resistance has been crazy. At least once every 1 or 2 loops I get this thought of stopping or taking a break. Luckily, that's been getting less and less as I feel the resistance starting to dissolve. I noticed that sometimes, during the silence portions, I would get the thoughts to stop and then during the next silence in the sub those thoughts would be gone and I feel energized and some what happy. I realized too that when I woke up this morning I felt very tired but very at peace and relaxed. Like something very big had been dealt with over night. Well despite this resistance, which can't last forever, I'm going to keep pushing on!:
"They are in front of us, behind us, and we are flanked on both sides by an enemy that
outnumbers us 29:1. They can't get away from us now!
"Great. Now we can shoot at those bastards from every direction."
-Chesty Puller, World War II
"I have no use of disciples. Let everyone be their own true follower" - Nietzsche
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