Transcendent Sith Lord's DMSI 3.3 D Journal

[DarthXedonias]

Ok, time for a update. Unfortunately, there is good news and bad news. I will start with the good stuff first. Been on AOSI for the last couple of days. First day of experiment was decent. Found out a couple of interesting things. Apparently when I'm having my MDMA enhanced sub session I immediately take on the attitude of whatever sub I'm using. Which makes sense and explains why the two experiments so far felt totally different. When I did EPRHA 2.0 I kept on thinking about how wonderful and beautiful the world is. I also thought about my rage and how it was worthless to me. Overall I just felt relaxed and blissful until I fell asleep halfway through the session. The AOSI session was totally different. I felt very, very confidant (to the point of arrogance) and just kept on thinking about how I could get any woman I wanted. Basically I thought I was The universe's gift to woman. Apparently, when my mind is effected and I run a sub my mind's thought pattern's only go in the direction in which the Sub i'm playing deals with.

With EPRHA 2.0 my thought patterns only went along with ideas of healing or letting go (at least until I fell asleep which I think had to do with the relaxation component of EPRHA 2.0). With AOSI I stayed up the entire time (8+hours, not even tired til the 10hr mark) overflowing with confidence and feeling like I was the most sexy person alive. I have speculated that this might be due to the ACSRB component of 5.5G subs but won't be able to confirm this until I do a experiment with a original 5G sub that doesn't have this tech and see if I get the same situation of the sub "directing" my thought patterns the entire time. Either way I find this whole thing to be very interesting from a research type of view. Sometimes I've wondered if I've found some type of new form of "brainwashing" due to my thought patterns being about nothing but the subject the sub deals with.

Now as for aftermath, First day was only "decent". I didn't really notice any hunger or heat generation (until later anyway). I did remake a plenty of fish account that was pretty arrogant but got results. Had only just finished making it and within an hour got 3 requests for meet up and 1 girl added me to her favorites. I went out multiple times over the last few days (really looking for IOIs) but didn't notice anything except for one thing that happened on the first day. I was walking through the aisles and locked eyes with this one woman as I passed her aisle. I went back to the that aisle and looked at some items near her. This is the first time I noticed that my body started to heat up. She stood there looking for a while and then she got in front of her basket and started messing with things in her basket for like 3 mins or so. She then walked to another aisle.

Other than that first day I have noticed no other IOIs and the other affects have been very inconsistent. Barely no increase in hunger generally. The body heat is hit or miss when I play the sub. Dreams seem to be deep and real like. Feeling of energy in my body seems to be hit or miss to. Haven't gotten any other hits on my POF account since the first day. With that, I think the bad news is that I think I might be in that 5-10% group of people where that component in the sub is causing resistance. I've been noting other indicators of resistance as well (lethargy when playing the sub, "minor" agitation here and there, etc). Doesn't seem to be as consistent as my EPRHA 2.0 results were, which I'm assuming is due to the component not being worded for universal use (I could be wrong though). So, I'm seriously considering stopping for a while and switch to something else until the new update comes out. If I do end up switching.. its probably either going to be SM or WM refresher. We shall see what happens.