TouchyCat's Subliminal Journey [UMS > OF]

[Shannon]

Can't believe I've been running OF for a month. How time flies ?️??️

It is kinda hard for me to describe and articulate what OF done to me. But I can say, confidently, that OF made me exhausted and calm. Maybe as time goes by I can articulate my OF experience in a more descriptive way.

Those are both indicative that it's working.

If you're craving using OF more than 6 loops a day, are you letting yourself do that?  And why would you regret buying it?

Yes. I let myself play more than 6 loops a day to satisfy my craving. Entering the second cycle I disregard ASRB and run OF 24/7. Continuously in low volume. I am treating it as background music, it just plays while I am working, watching YouTube videos, etc. (Obviously through a different speaker.) 

I am craving for more OF. Is this also a resistance?

As Ben said, craving almost always more is AutoConfig telling you how to best run it for you.  Resistance is almost always trying to run it less or not at all.

Anyway, when I look back on why I regret buying OF I believe it is caused by irrationality. Frankly, I am feeling something is "off" when running OF and I associated this feeling with money. "Why would I spent $100+ on this?"

Yet, at the same time, I am keen to buy AM7 despite knowing it will cost more. The inconsistency of thoughts combined with the "I am feeling something is off" caused me to feel... regret.

Weird.

Anyway, I don't feel that way now

That feeling and thinking... THAT was very likely resistance.  

Good that you're using it the way your cooperative subconscious is guiding you to.