07-27-2016, 12:49 AM
Stage 5 Day 25
Missed alot of day. Didnt listen to the sub regulary....
Still alot going on in my life, dont know what i really want and kind of cofussed where my future will lead me. i am pretty hopeless at the moment.
New job sucks and new city aswell. Thinking about trying to go back to my old job and city.
Would be more happy there probabaly, but also more stress, longer hours and less holidays, which is really important for me aswell.
Also today is my birthday and i thought this year it would be finaly better.
But i am still alone in a new strange city, with no friends o celebrate and basically nobody cares. It really hurts, this is going on since years and even with all the effort it seems i can never chnage my life....
Missed alot of day. Didnt listen to the sub regulary....
Still alot going on in my life, dont know what i really want and kind of cofussed where my future will lead me. i am pretty hopeless at the moment.
New job sucks and new city aswell. Thinking about trying to go back to my old job and city.
Would be more happy there probabaly, but also more stress, longer hours and less holidays, which is really important for me aswell.
Also today is my birthday and i thought this year it would be finaly better.
But i am still alone in a new strange city, with no friends o celebrate and basically nobody cares. It really hurts, this is going on since years and even with all the effort it seems i can never chnage my life....
