Tiger's Blood - Raykon's AM v6 Refresher

[Determined]

The ego gets in the way of us understanding the real reason why we may have been turned down.

[Raykon]

The ego gets in the way of us understanding the real reason why we may have been turned down.

The way I see it is not everyone will be into you, some people just have different types. Also they haven't gotten to know you well enough to even meet the real person. It's just first impressions, I am more attractive as a person when I have time to connect with an individual.

So it's best to not give too many fucks about those things and just go with the flow.

[Raykon]

Day 39

Today I had one women when walking towards me look at me instantly have a massive smile and stare straight into my eyes like she wanted to bang me right then and there. (it made me happy and yell out in joy after it happened) because im so emphathetic and i was looking into her eyes too and I can feel her emotions and it was lust.


Something similar happened 2 minutes later, another women looked up instantly massive smile then looked down right away in shyness.

My body language was SOLID and alpha as fuck when these two things happened.


Another thing that is interesting to note is I decided to facebook that chick I liked allot from the restaurant and ask for her snapchat. She gave it to me and added a "blushing red cheeks emoji"..

She was the one who rejected me but as of the last month I've noticed attraction from her via social in various ways. Enough ioi's that tell me she is interested.

I think it's because shes gotten to know me over facebook and she sees how passionate and genuine and cool I am. (and not giving a fuck)

Dmsi really helped with not giving a fuck. In fact I feel like I feel more fucks now that im on AM refresher.

But that being said, my results are better now. I am talking to another chick I haven't spoke to in 7 months on snapchat because during the early stages of DMSI i was too needy and sexual with her she got turned off.

but i started talking to her today too and I was saying the perfect things. I find AM just makes me more attractive in general. And way more grounded.

[Raykon]

I banged some 22 year old 10/10 escort last weekend & I went back today to the same person. I ended up asking her out and we have a date planned for next Sunday.

For some reason I have a crush on her, shes funny and interesting. I told her were going to have an open relationship and she can do w/e she wants and I can do w/e I want.

At first she said she doesn't do BF's. But by the end we had a date planned.

The craziest part about this whole thing is, were born on the exact same YEAR AND DAY. Dec 26. 1994.


That's one of the reasons I think I like her, so strange and coincidental.


Again I'm fully aware i'm heading into dark waters by doing this and a potentional headache but maybe i get an awesome fuck buddy?


For the record for those who were against escorting (I was one of them against it) It has made my sexual confidence go through the roof.


I was severely worried about it before. now I know I can perform well, the practise helped allot.

I learned how to control myself and that I can perform pretty good enough to please a women properly.

[Raykon]

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[Raykon]

I'm going to stay on AM for a long time I decided. I find it benefits me the best out of all subs i've used.

[kalmah0804]

Jesus, when I think about how much more you've gone through in your life and how much more receptive you are to the subs and how much you're finally starting to succeed, and then I see how old you are :o

If I was you at 22 I would be a hell of a lot different of a 26 year old, man. Sucks that you went through the hard times that you did, but I'm glad to see you're pulling out of it on the other side as a better man throughout... even if some might say the means you're using to get there aren't morally ideal or justifiable.

[SargeMaximus]

even if some might say the means you're using to get there aren't morally ideal or justifiable.

If you're referring to prostitution, it's not illegal in every country you know.

[Raykon]

Jesus, when I think about how much more you've gone through in your life and how much more receptive you are to the subs and how much you're finally starting to succeed, and then I see how old you are :o

If I was you at 22 I would be a hell of a lot different of a 26 year old, man. Sucks that you went through the hard times that you did, but I'm glad to see you're pulling out of it on the other side as a better man throughout... even if some might say the means you're using to get there aren't morally ideal or justifiable.

Thanks man I really appreciate that. You have no idea how badly I wanted to have this level of confidence and self esteem and comfort with women. 3 1/2 years ago I only imagined it. I never knew I could it but I started reading and learning and getting into subs to try and become confident.

I feel so blessed to be so young & have gotten into subs at a young age. ironically it was severe heart break and depression that made me find subliminals. So sometimes bad things aren't actually bad.

[Raykon]

Oh and for those who read Dmezoos journals, she called me a barbarian today . LMAO

[kalmah0804]

even if some might say the means you're using to get there aren't morally ideal or justifiable.

If you're referring to prostitution, it's not illegal in every country you know.

Illegal and immoral are two different things. Even if I went to Las Vegas, where prostitution is legal, so many men still might say that a prostitute isn't the same thing as a "real lay". I was trying to give Raykon a compliment and not detract from his ethics/results/methods, so I apologize if I came off as condescending or anything.

[SargeMaximus]

even if some might say the means you're using to get there aren't morally ideal or justifiable.

If you're referring to prostitution, it's not illegal in every country you know.

Illegal and immoral are two different things. Even if I went to Las Vegas, where prostitution is legal, so many men still might say that a prostitute isn't the same thing as a "real lay". I was trying to give Raykon a compliment and not detract from his ethics/results/methods, so I apologize if I came off as condescending or anything.

Fair enough. I still think "immoral" is too strong. Maybe it is for you, which is fine, but again, it isn't immoral for everyone.

Even water and food have to be paid for. Is that immoral?

Anyhow, I've made my point.

[Raykon]

I had lost my motivational spark I had from DMSI in regards to bodybuilding (although i've still been lifting)

As of today that spark came back strong as ever. Killed it in the gym.

An animal in the gym right now with insane motivation.


I'm not going to lie, banging escorts has motivated me tremendously in terms of self development and bodybuilding.

I was on a dry streak for a while before but once I started getting a taste of women again it motivates me so much to better myself to get more of that and live in abundance.

I just want to better myself as much as possible get as aesthetic as possible and bang allot of beautiful women.



On a side note, I notice AM is hitting me hard now. I deactivated my social media to focus on myself (i always did this on AM runs) also I'm in a very get er done mood and I don't make excuses nearly as much.

AM is such a great sub.... can't wait for 5.5 or 6g

[Raykon]

Day 49

Interesting things to note today, Made several women smile intensely just by looking at them (and by intense I mean 100 percent attraction instantly)


I also scared some guy just by asking for more water. (I asked for a pitcher of water at a restaurant and he didn't think I meant a pitcher for myself and I said "yes more water" and he got scared and said ok.

I also overheard some family asking the waiter what it is that I ordered and they said it looked good so I went and took my plate and went up to them and offered them to take some. They didn't take any.

but the incident was very alpha and chivalrous.

I noticed I'm ALPHA in every way possible now. Like I go even more out of the way to open doors for people, women or men and I am even more of a gentleman then usual. Also i'm more social and outgoing.

I did notice my eye was twitching allot today and I felt like I had some anxiety at some points during the day right before i'd go up to talk to the receptions at my courier job.

However when I actually got there the anxiety went away, unlike during DMSI where the anxiety would stay.

The eye twitching thing is confusing me, i never had it on AM before, but I had it allot on DMSI.

I hate the eye twitching thing its like my body is losing control of its self.


Fuck the amount of masculinity i have now is crazy, I am on high levels of testosterone but I was on DMSI too but I wasn't anywhere near as masculine as I am now.

Alpha male + testosterone = macho as fuck.

I saw one of my old friends at the restaurant and we talked for a bit and I felt afterwards kinda uncomftorable because I'm too masculine for men and I'm not the same as I was with people few years ago. I was more feminine before.


Thats the shitty thing about doing roids, men fear you, women are insanely attracted though.

I also had allot of people move out of my way and apologize today