09-11-2017, 08:06 AM
So i've been on AM refresher stage listening to it 24/7 for the last two days and nights..
decided gotta stick with it because my chances of success with that 28 year old will be higher. Alphaness is more attractive imo then what DMSI does (for my personality at least since im really emotional naturally)
anyways, I had a few fucked up dreams last night.
1) I was in a big fight type situation and then I confronted some guy who did something bad to someone, i forget what he did, but someone came and punched him in the head for it and we all circled him but I told him that we will forgive him even though what he did is wrong because by forgiving him were showing humility and mercy and its a respectful thing to do and that he has to learn to not do it again. (something along those lines)
2) second dream was one of the most fucked up dreams I ever had, I was being sexually abused and drugged by three women, they had me on GHB or something and were abusing me physically and mentally and I managed to escape in a drunken daze and I remember messaging my friend in Toronto PLEASE HELP ME CALL 911, PLEASE THIS IS NOT A JOKE" I was fucked, I was in an elevator and my drunken/drugged state of mind (in the dream) decided I can hit the elevator help button and call 911 from that, I hit the button but nothing happened.
I forget what happened rest but the dream was fucked, basically I was a rape victim and was naked wandering around trying to get medical help and police to help me in fear that they would come back.
3) third dream, some guy was pretending to be from the company that my dad works at, and then I realized at the end of his speech that he was lying and I chased him down and beat him up because he was trying to get us to sign a bunch of money to him in a contract.
The rape/sexual abuse dream was important to experience even though it was sad, it shows the sad realitys of what goes on around the world (mainly for women) and the sexual abuse in other countrsy they experience.
I'm also getting a MEDUSA half sleeve tattoo next weekend and Medusa was a rape victim that's how she was cursed by the Godess of War Athena. She was raped by Poseidon the greek god and was no longer a virgin and was cursed and became Medusa because of it.
That's one of the many reasons I'm getting the tattoo, to symbolize my support for women who experience domestic abuse, sexual abuse and rape victims.
I think that's why that dream happened.
Anways, the dreams on AM are way more rowdy then DMSI. DMSI dreams were all about me making out with women or banging them. AM is like me in major confrontations and serious situations and handling it as best as I can.
decided gotta stick with it because my chances of success with that 28 year old will be higher. Alphaness is more attractive imo then what DMSI does (for my personality at least since im really emotional naturally)
anyways, I had a few fucked up dreams last night.
1) I was in a big fight type situation and then I confronted some guy who did something bad to someone, i forget what he did, but someone came and punched him in the head for it and we all circled him but I told him that we will forgive him even though what he did is wrong because by forgiving him were showing humility and mercy and its a respectful thing to do and that he has to learn to not do it again. (something along those lines)
2) second dream was one of the most fucked up dreams I ever had, I was being sexually abused and drugged by three women, they had me on GHB or something and were abusing me physically and mentally and I managed to escape in a drunken daze and I remember messaging my friend in Toronto PLEASE HELP ME CALL 911, PLEASE THIS IS NOT A JOKE" I was fucked, I was in an elevator and my drunken/drugged state of mind (in the dream) decided I can hit the elevator help button and call 911 from that, I hit the button but nothing happened.
I forget what happened rest but the dream was fucked, basically I was a rape victim and was naked wandering around trying to get medical help and police to help me in fear that they would come back.
3) third dream, some guy was pretending to be from the company that my dad works at, and then I realized at the end of his speech that he was lying and I chased him down and beat him up because he was trying to get us to sign a bunch of money to him in a contract.
The rape/sexual abuse dream was important to experience even though it was sad, it shows the sad realitys of what goes on around the world (mainly for women) and the sexual abuse in other countrsy they experience.
I'm also getting a MEDUSA half sleeve tattoo next weekend and Medusa was a rape victim that's how she was cursed by the Godess of War Athena. She was raped by Poseidon the greek god and was no longer a virgin and was cursed and became Medusa because of it.
That's one of the many reasons I'm getting the tattoo, to symbolize my support for women who experience domestic abuse, sexual abuse and rape victims.
I think that's why that dream happened.
Anways, the dreams on AM are way more rowdy then DMSI. DMSI dreams were all about me making out with women or banging them. AM is like me in major confrontations and serious situations and handling it as best as I can.
