I noticed my inner self talk dialogue is much healthier then in the past.
3 years ago I had very low self esteem.
Today I literally talk to myself in my head "I'm a pretty cool guy" LMAO.
I'm also very motivated to better myself now, I feel like DMSI has finally started to take strong effect, it's not at it's peak I don't think but the effects of the healing are more noticeable now.
Inner game is much healthier then before.
I notice the inner game more then the aura. But that's not to say the aura doesn't work because sometimes I do notice it.
I got over the girl from my work, the waitress. I don't see us getting together and I don't want to anymore. I realize were probably not as compatible as I thought we were, also she rejected me so why do I want to get with her?
I have my eyes set on that chick from shopper's the 10/10 women. I'm going to take things real slow though and not attempt to hang out with her atm. I"m going to focus on the gym get SUPER jacked again like I was year n half ago (175 lbs 5'6 or 5'7) i'm 155 lbs atm.
I have a great job now, no stress at work, massive money and i'm about to go on a cycle so I rather not start off the relationship while on Roids, because once I go back to not being on roids there is a massive change in personality and demeanor.
I want her to meet me and I to meet her while i'm on normal levels of test (above average but not roid amounts)
Plus another month of DMSI hitting me DEFINITELY wouldn't hurt.
this chick is smoking hot, and i'm not obsessed or oneitis at all by any means because I don't really know her personality at all yet so i have no reason to be infatuated.
But beauty wise she is honestly one of the hottest chicks I've ever met.
I'm going to ask her for sushi or something in a month but for now just focus on things like hiking, bonfire alone time (i've been going to beach and having bonfire on beautiful ocean view beach in Port moody BC.), GYM and music.
I feel great. FUCK YEAH. The overcome guilt, fear shame aspect of DMSI has hit me. I know because it's the same feeling i had on AM v6 after I finished it.
Women are still my motivation to better myself however, and I don't know if that's normal or healthy but it's always been my personality. If I liked a chick I would go hit the gym like crazy and 2 months later come out 15lbs bigger. I always was motivated to better myself to get women.
The better quality man you become the higher quality women you meet.
I had a offer to get a free bj from this Chick from highschool back in the day that used to be hottest chick in the school, she's a crack/heroin addict now and my friend who sells drugs says she asked to give Bj's for product. and he found out she used to be my dream girl back in highschool and said hes going to bring her to give me a BJ.
I told him NO and that it's not right and that I don't want it.
even though it would have been free and I could get it at anytime.
Not going to lie though I had a boner multiple times at work thinking about it and I was considering it. but by the end of the day at work it's complete erased from my mind. I don't want to get a bj from a low frequency female. I want to have beautiful smart gf's give me bj.
3 years ago I had very low self esteem.
Today I literally talk to myself in my head "I'm a pretty cool guy" LMAO.
I'm also very motivated to better myself now, I feel like DMSI has finally started to take strong effect, it's not at it's peak I don't think but the effects of the healing are more noticeable now.
Inner game is much healthier then before.
I notice the inner game more then the aura. But that's not to say the aura doesn't work because sometimes I do notice it.
I got over the girl from my work, the waitress. I don't see us getting together and I don't want to anymore. I realize were probably not as compatible as I thought we were, also she rejected me so why do I want to get with her?
I have my eyes set on that chick from shopper's the 10/10 women. I'm going to take things real slow though and not attempt to hang out with her atm. I"m going to focus on the gym get SUPER jacked again like I was year n half ago (175 lbs 5'6 or 5'7) i'm 155 lbs atm.
I have a great job now, no stress at work, massive money and i'm about to go on a cycle so I rather not start off the relationship while on Roids, because once I go back to not being on roids there is a massive change in personality and demeanor.
I want her to meet me and I to meet her while i'm on normal levels of test (above average but not roid amounts)
Plus another month of DMSI hitting me DEFINITELY wouldn't hurt.
this chick is smoking hot, and i'm not obsessed or oneitis at all by any means because I don't really know her personality at all yet so i have no reason to be infatuated.
But beauty wise she is honestly one of the hottest chicks I've ever met.
I'm going to ask her for sushi or something in a month but for now just focus on things like hiking, bonfire alone time (i've been going to beach and having bonfire on beautiful ocean view beach in Port moody BC.), GYM and music.
I feel great. FUCK YEAH. The overcome guilt, fear shame aspect of DMSI has hit me. I know because it's the same feeling i had on AM v6 after I finished it.
Women are still my motivation to better myself however, and I don't know if that's normal or healthy but it's always been my personality. If I liked a chick I would go hit the gym like crazy and 2 months later come out 15lbs bigger. I always was motivated to better myself to get women.
The better quality man you become the higher quality women you meet.
I had a offer to get a free bj from this Chick from highschool back in the day that used to be hottest chick in the school, she's a crack/heroin addict now and my friend who sells drugs says she asked to give Bj's for product. and he found out she used to be my dream girl back in highschool and said hes going to bring her to give me a BJ.
I told him NO and that it's not right and that I don't want it.
even though it would have been free and I could get it at anytime.
Not going to lie though I had a boner multiple times at work thinking about it and I was considering it. but by the end of the day at work it's complete erased from my mind. I don't want to get a bj from a low frequency female. I want to have beautiful smart gf's give me bj.
