05-14-2017, 05:47 PM
I feel like the healing has really started to take strong effect as of late.
I no longer have feelings of jealousy, sensitivity, fear, guilt, shame regarding women, myself, and when interacting with others.
I no longer get upset about things that I have no control over.
I no longer take rejection personally. I also am not emotionally upset about Vegan 3 anymore.
I still want to try to get with her in the future but I have no feelings of sadness or depression regarding the subject. I also have strong visions and visualizations of me and her together in the future.
It's like I'm looking into the future and seeing a reality that is already happening, almost the same thing as looking into the past.
It's hard to explain.
I feel great about myself now. I have no resistiance when it comes to things like going to the gym, or dog park. I just do it.
I also have much less ego, i'm not working out because I feel inferior or ashamed about my body.
I haven't felt this healed ever in my life. Although I felt very similar after finishing AM v6 and AM 5.0 (2 runs of am in a row)
I had a shitload of fear in the past.
And I found out im going to jail for weekends only (aka I'm not in jail during the week, but i'm in jail on weekends) And I have no fear about it.
Going to jail was one of the things that caused me the most fear and anxiety the last two years but now I don't worry about it.
There is only one thing I fear about right now and it's not related to women, or socializing. It's work related.
I feel better then I ever have. I felt like DMSI had been plateuing the last month but I was wrong.
I also hadn't quit smoking weed like I said I would. But I haven't smoked in a week.
Perhaps that's also why I feel better and DMSI is taking stronger effect.
I don't really feel the aura of DMSI however. I have almost zero situations where I feel like it was the aura working.
I have had these situations happen to me in previous versions of DMSI but not this one.
Once just by looking at a cashier female her entire face got red immediately.
I haven't noticed anything like that lately. But I still get indicators of interest on the regular. Just nothing overly crazy that indicates an aura taking effect.
I no longer have feelings of jealousy, sensitivity, fear, guilt, shame regarding women, myself, and when interacting with others.
I no longer get upset about things that I have no control over.
I no longer take rejection personally. I also am not emotionally upset about Vegan 3 anymore.
I still want to try to get with her in the future but I have no feelings of sadness or depression regarding the subject. I also have strong visions and visualizations of me and her together in the future.
It's like I'm looking into the future and seeing a reality that is already happening, almost the same thing as looking into the past.
It's hard to explain.
I feel great about myself now. I have no resistiance when it comes to things like going to the gym, or dog park. I just do it.
I also have much less ego, i'm not working out because I feel inferior or ashamed about my body.
I haven't felt this healed ever in my life. Although I felt very similar after finishing AM v6 and AM 5.0 (2 runs of am in a row)
I had a shitload of fear in the past.
And I found out im going to jail for weekends only (aka I'm not in jail during the week, but i'm in jail on weekends) And I have no fear about it.
Going to jail was one of the things that caused me the most fear and anxiety the last two years but now I don't worry about it.
There is only one thing I fear about right now and it's not related to women, or socializing. It's work related.
I feel better then I ever have. I felt like DMSI had been plateuing the last month but I was wrong.
I also hadn't quit smoking weed like I said I would. But I haven't smoked in a week.
Perhaps that's also why I feel better and DMSI is taking stronger effect.
I don't really feel the aura of DMSI however. I have almost zero situations where I feel like it was the aura working.
I have had these situations happen to me in previous versions of DMSI but not this one.
Once just by looking at a cashier female her entire face got red immediately.
I haven't noticed anything like that lately. But I still get indicators of interest on the regular. Just nothing overly crazy that indicates an aura taking effect.
