Day 51
I noticed i'm more likely to go out with friends when they invite me to go out.
I noticed I'm more go with the flow in social settings and less stress.
Not thinking about or feeling upset about Vegan Brunette 3 who had the boyfriend and isn't interested in me anymore.
I think about her but only for like a minute or two a day. and not with feelings of strong emotions. More so just a little bit of sentimentalness but no depression or sadness.
Feeling hopeful for the future but stressed out for other reasons unrelated to females.
Acccidently listened to 3-4 loops yesterday and 6-8 loops tonight.
FUK I really need to get a better alarm method.
I noticed i'm more likely to go out with friends when they invite me to go out.
I noticed I'm more go with the flow in social settings and less stress.
Not thinking about or feeling upset about Vegan Brunette 3 who had the boyfriend and isn't interested in me anymore.
I think about her but only for like a minute or two a day. and not with feelings of strong emotions. More so just a little bit of sentimentalness but no depression or sadness.
Feeling hopeful for the future but stressed out for other reasons unrelated to females.
Acccidently listened to 3-4 loops yesterday and 6-8 loops tonight.
FUK I really need to get a better alarm method.
