I forgot to mention that earlier today while getting dog food at the pet store this young lady who worked there around my age smiled at me while she was walking from around 15 feet away.
I didn't feel good because my eye was watering and tearing up like an allergy or something because I was rubbing it and something got in it.
I just looked at her and she started smiling.
I didn't think much of it. I didn't get that "oooh I got an ioi!!" feeling I usually get.
I also had a VERY RUDE AND BITCHY response from a cashier at 7 11 20 minutes later. She asked me if that cup was new or old (because refill or new cup) and I didn't know what she meant , i said "I don't know" And her response to me was so fucking rude and disrespectful with her tone.
I replied with a very loud and dominant voice " well does it cost more moneyy????"
because at that point I still didn't know what she meant, I didn't realize you could get refills and she never explained it properly.
I then said thank you and she never said your welcome or bye.
Lmao my response to her was just as rude/bitchy as hers. But I'm an empath so I usually come back with the exact emotion that a person gives me. If someone comes up to me ready to fight, I immediately get into fight mode, if someone is super happy to see me, I have the same amount of happiness towards them..
I'm not exaggerating at all I've always mirrored other peoples emotions 100 percent. My hip hop name is even "Empathy" because I find that's the quality or word that describes my personality more then anything else. I might change the name to Empath or something else completely in the future. Some people hate the name some people love it. (i've asked some people what they think)
It's also important to note i'm no longer depressed or sad like I was the other day. But I don't feel overly happy or euphoric either.
I didn't feel good because my eye was watering and tearing up like an allergy or something because I was rubbing it and something got in it.
I just looked at her and she started smiling.
I didn't think much of it. I didn't get that "oooh I got an ioi!!" feeling I usually get.
I also had a VERY RUDE AND BITCHY response from a cashier at 7 11 20 minutes later. She asked me if that cup was new or old (because refill or new cup) and I didn't know what she meant , i said "I don't know" And her response to me was so fucking rude and disrespectful with her tone.
I replied with a very loud and dominant voice " well does it cost more moneyy????"
because at that point I still didn't know what she meant, I didn't realize you could get refills and she never explained it properly.
I then said thank you and she never said your welcome or bye.
Lmao my response to her was just as rude/bitchy as hers. But I'm an empath so I usually come back with the exact emotion that a person gives me. If someone comes up to me ready to fight, I immediately get into fight mode, if someone is super happy to see me, I have the same amount of happiness towards them..
I'm not exaggerating at all I've always mirrored other peoples emotions 100 percent. My hip hop name is even "Empathy" because I find that's the quality or word that describes my personality more then anything else. I might change the name to Empath or something else completely in the future. Some people hate the name some people love it. (i've asked some people what they think)
It's also important to note i'm no longer depressed or sad like I was the other day. But I don't feel overly happy or euphoric either.
