Feeling slightly sad but not sure why.
That content/buzzing/euphoria feeling from yesterday is gone.
I feel like at the back of my mind I'm dealing with the fear of being rejected or hurt by this chick at work that I like because in the past whenever I actually like someone I always fucked things up.
I can't tell exactly what's going on but I kind of feel like that's one of the reasons why i'm sad.
I'm not super sad though, just very subtly.
I'm bored too which probably doesn't help. (earlier my friend came over and I was freestyling to words he was throwing out and that made me feel good, I had plans for a bonfire today but the rain stopped that)
I do feel like the program is working at resolving some issues right now.
On the bright side i'm happy I won't see that woman that I like from 2 weeks because it allows for the program to help resolve these problems in the mean time.
That content/buzzing/euphoria feeling from yesterday is gone.
I feel like at the back of my mind I'm dealing with the fear of being rejected or hurt by this chick at work that I like because in the past whenever I actually like someone I always fucked things up.
I can't tell exactly what's going on but I kind of feel like that's one of the reasons why i'm sad.
I'm not super sad though, just very subtly.
I'm bored too which probably doesn't help. (earlier my friend came over and I was freestyling to words he was throwing out and that made me feel good, I had plans for a bonfire today but the rain stopped that)
I do feel like the program is working at resolving some issues right now.
On the bright side i'm happy I won't see that woman that I like from 2 weeks because it allows for the program to help resolve these problems in the mean time.
