Throw Fear To The Curb! - StridingStrider's OF Journal

[StridingStrider]

Rest Day #3 of Cycle #5

So I begin Cycle 6 tonight. Looking forward to it. During my rest days I seem to be processing emotionally, even had a physical sense of 'something going on' underneath my chest, which I think was emotional energy.

Had a lot of dreams also which were.. weird to say the least, but I think its connected to my fears. Not the horror monster type, more intimate, more immediate, more earthly.

I have to say, I was hoping I would get the horror type dreams, something really primal at the depth of my being, like a monster or a dungeon with ghosts etc but none yet. I think given enough time something like that might get unearthed.

Yesterday I spoke with a women who was walking her dog and she seemed to be into me. This is the second time since I've begun OF that I've had female interest which I found odd. Fears surrounding women have been one of my major issues from my teens, and normally I will avoid them whenever possible, but when I spoke with her I felt pretty good even. Definitely progress.