06-02-2017, 04:01 AM
(06-01-2017, 07:57 PM)ffaux Wrote:(06-01-2017, 07:29 PM)mat422 Wrote:(06-01-2017, 05:19 PM)ffaux Wrote: If she's trying to get your attention she's interested in you. Regarding the insecurities I face similar beliefs. They won't resolve with AM6 as far as I know, we're going to need to run WM or the like to get over those. I'm definitely planning to run WM later, I just have other priorities right now. I'm super keen to see if the SM lead in from AM6 helps move you past those beliefs through stage 7.
Interesting, I would think AM6 could handle this seeing as how it's really more of a self esteem thing. It is interesting though among my friends it seems like they all accept advances from women without questioning it. And they aren't super confident at all, but it doesn't matter because there's already attraction. It's like I'm missing something but I don't know what.
Come to think of it this extends to all areas of my life. Maybe it's just my perfectionism again. Being unable to accept my achievements because it never feels like enough. Always thinking there are way better guys out there that girls would be into so why me?
I can relate to what you're talking about. I think you should try to run AM6 again as soon as you feel ready.
It's definitely in my plans. I'm going to do 32 days of stage 7 then test out dmsi and see what the healing is like.
So with stage 7 I'm noticing a lot more control over my emotional state. I've been really pissed off at my manager these past few weeks because it seems like he can't do his job. But the other day I realized all that anger was only hurting me so I let it go. I'm not falling into pits of despair like I usually do and I'm able to really step back and ask myself how can I reframe this situation in a a better way? Mindset is so important and I'm learning that there is a lot of control I have over my emotional states and how I feel. Before I had this weird habit of just riding things out and not taking control over what made me feel angry or depressed. Basically nothing forces me to feel a certain way, it's a choice I make. Whether consciously or subconsciously but it's there. To give an example. I have work today and normally I wake up feeling really bad and dreading going to work. But I'm creating needless anxiety and ruining the time I do have by being so far focused in the future and dwelling on it. So now I remind myself that it's my choice to feel like shit about going to work vs feeling good and focusing on the enjoyment of the present and what I can get done.
And a theory I have with stage 7. I've always been more of a big picture person. I need to know how concepts and theories relate to each other. When I'm taught things in isolation I don't retain as much information or learn as well. I'm wondering if I'm reacting to stage 7 so positively because all the connections are being built up in my head now and I understand the whole picture of being alpha now instead of bits and pieces.
