03-07-2017, 07:47 AM
Just been riding it out lately, not focusing on internal stuff. That's where I screw up with this subliminal. Get too wrapped up on what's going on and interfering with the program. I need to trust in my subconscious more. Interestingly enough it's just fear causing me to worry about the subliminal not working and the more I focus on that the less the fear actually clears out. Lesson learned was that I don't need to understand why I have guilt, shame, or fear I just have to focus on letting it go. Once I let it go I can analyze it and learn from it, but analyzing isn't what gives me relief, it's important to remember that.
Something else that's been on my mind. You ever start driving somewhere and you're following directions and at one point miss a turn? Then you get that feeling like you're going the wrong direction? That's how I feel internally right now. I'm so damn lost and I feel like I'm going down the wrong path but at the same time I can't figure out where to go. My head is telling me keep going and to learn more of the web development skills to make money, but my gut is telling me you don't want to do this and money is your only motivation for doing so.
Something else that's been on my mind. You ever start driving somewhere and you're following directions and at one point miss a turn? Then you get that feeling like you're going the wrong direction? That's how I feel internally right now. I'm so damn lost and I feel like I'm going down the wrong path but at the same time I can't figure out where to go. My head is telling me keep going and to learn more of the web development skills to make money, but my gut is telling me you don't want to do this and money is your only motivation for doing so.
