01-04-2017, 02:44 PM
I get these insights and then they slip through my fingers. Or I revert back to old ways. I have to start investigating why I can't maintain these mindsets. It could be that I momentarily shut out the negative and things appear to be better, but I can't hold onto it for long. Perhaps it's just an indication I'm not there yet and need more time.
In any case it's just a reminder to take it easy on myself. All I can do is give myself encouragement and keep running the sub. Also to stop expecting or forcing myself to behave in a certain manner and to start listening more to what my subconscious is telling me or trying to resist.
In any case it's just a reminder to take it easy on myself. All I can do is give myself encouragement and keep running the sub. Also to stop expecting or forcing myself to behave in a certain manner and to start listening more to what my subconscious is telling me or trying to resist.
