07-15-2016, 10:41 AM
(07-15-2016, 09:55 AM)chaosvrgn Wrote: Also, I've always had this profound sense of connection with the universe, like I'm always lingering on the edge of some kind of breakthrough, but SOMETHING has always held me back. I need to delve deep into the crevices of my mind and rip out those faulty beliefs holding me from my own true will. Following your true will is the best way to show your love to the world, hence the true meaning of the alchemical statement: "Do what thou wilt shall be the whole of the law. Love is the law, love under will."
This resonates with me.
I, too, have felt a connection to the universe always (and firmly believe we are all one and the same expression, like light splitting into different colors from a prism). BUT, recently I feel like the universe (i.e. social rules) is holding a gun to my head, where I can be and do whatever I want, but unless I be and do what it/they want, it's game over. Not a fun way to live. I believe my true will is opposite of everything else tbh.