....RIGHT NOW!....
I'll just write everything else I experienced:
SIL went from overtly giving IOIs to mostly being squirrelly the whole trip. Especially the last day, after running 7 loops (as an experiment). She wouldn't hold my eye contact for long, and we had some awkward silences where normally we banter quite easily.
MIL was very respectful, never challenged me (unlike last year), and gave me several worried looks.
FIL and BIL were extremely friendly and fun all trip. They have more in common with each other than me, but this trip I felt like "One of the boys."
A young, plain, female employee at the breakfast bar in the lodge came onto me massively when I was there in July - on version 2.1. This time, she looked at me like I didn't exist. Not even a second glance.
Men were respectful and many male strangers went out of their way to speak with me. Here or there it was an older lady, but 9/10 times it was a man.
At dinner one night my MIL talked about a group of people from a town she moved from (when she married my step-FIL) and how there was a swinger group. Odd conversation that I could I only feel was sparked by the sub. Another night, while my son was dancing, she commented she was worried he was going to become a stripper when he grows up (what!?). I then blurted out, "It's probably b/c he saw his grandma dancing on the pole at SIL/BIL's wedding last year!" (which was true, she had two drinks and swung herself around a pole a few times like a stripper). She laughed at my comment, and agreed.
Had hot flashes on and off, and I couldn't put a finger on what triggered them. Hunger was on/off as well. Sometimes I was hungry in the morning or at odd times, others I wasn't. It was like food was a "battery backup."
SIL & BIL left 2 days before us, SIL didn't say goodbye or hug. This was after 7 loops.
Had sex with my wife that night. Back to the baby-making - in a room right next to my in-laws. The walls are so paper thin you can hear the littlest thing. I don't know if I was so pent up from not having a release for so long, or if having to be quiet got me really turned on, but I couldn't last longer than a few minutes. Wife commented she felt teased. Ooops. Up to this point on the trip, I'd had trouble urinating easily - like my prostate was swollen. No issues after having sex. EDIT: Totally forgot, I exposed my wife to DMSI during her nap that afternoon. I ran 2 loops to see if it would "reset" me from the 7 loops (dumb idea, but whatever, I did it) and thought two sexual auras would be awesome for baby-making. If the sexual pleasure thing is there, perhaps that is what caused the quick release, rather than being pent-up? I haven't exposed her since, and don't intend to.
Last day with my MIL & FIL (SIL & BIL left the day before) we went to a rock quarry that had been turned into a water park of sorts. Cliff jumping, loud music, crazy redneck water slides. It was a blast. Hardly any guys, and lots of young ladies. Lots of looks, but it could have been because I was almost the only younger guy there. One chick, who was with her boyfriend, was extremely attractive to me. She got on all fours in the sand with her entire backside in my full view. Didn't bother her a bit. Her very large breasts swung back and forth like pendulums. I'm surprised my wife didn't smack me upside the head for as much staring as I was doing. My MIL also bent over in a very unlady-like fashion more-than-once, backside fully exposed to me (and everyone else in the water). I actually thought, "Not bad," and then almost smacked MYSELF upside the head.
The oddest hot flash occurred on a tour of the hatchery with one young self-assured male fishing & game employee. As I was looking him in the eye, I got a massive hot wave and from that point, he kept staring at me uncomfortably. It was friendly, but it was like I was the only person in the room, and I had to frequently break eye-contact because it made me feel very awkward. He rarely looked at my wife while speaking. He went out of his way to explain everything and gave my son a big bag of fish food to feed the spawning trout at the rearing pools.
Stopped at another Panera on the trip back in Columbia, Missouri - home of the University of Missouri. I hadn't listened to DMSI overnight. So many hotties! Got some looks, but most notably a spycam video of a pretty blonde sitting caddy-corner to me. She crossed her legs high and had one hand in her crotch, and rubbed her legs repeatedly with the other hand. Her glances were so quick and stealthy they were barely perceptible, even on video, but they were there. On the way out, a young middle eastern woman wearing a scarf covering her hair stopped to talk to my son and me while my wife used the restroom. She then got into a very expensive Mercedes sports car...
I listened to one loop of US with ear buds as we drove. I experienced getting hot as I drove. My wife became pretty sensitive during the drive, and we ending up fighting for most of the evening. Whatever was going on there, I don't know.
Comments:
I still experienced less-was-more with fewer loops. With higher loops, I just felt anxious and high resistance. I felt pretty good, no tiredness with 2 loops. 7 loops, anxious and little to no IOIs.
I feel like my aura generated looks, but possibly repulsed some women.
Comfort is not present at all. Rather than "meet them halfway" programming, perhaps programming to provide comfort they need and then, "Just say yes," programming. I feel like the meet-them-halfway is sending women a signal that we're going to do more work than we consciously expect to have to do, and it's keeping them from being more forward. I know that was added after V1, and I just feel like it's hampering something on their end. Just a hunch.
Massive male respect, but that's merely a side-effect-bonus.
Had a LOT of dry mouth and thirst.
I'll just write everything else I experienced:
SIL went from overtly giving IOIs to mostly being squirrelly the whole trip. Especially the last day, after running 7 loops (as an experiment). She wouldn't hold my eye contact for long, and we had some awkward silences where normally we banter quite easily.
MIL was very respectful, never challenged me (unlike last year), and gave me several worried looks.
FIL and BIL were extremely friendly and fun all trip. They have more in common with each other than me, but this trip I felt like "One of the boys."
A young, plain, female employee at the breakfast bar in the lodge came onto me massively when I was there in July - on version 2.1. This time, she looked at me like I didn't exist. Not even a second glance.
Men were respectful and many male strangers went out of their way to speak with me. Here or there it was an older lady, but 9/10 times it was a man.
At dinner one night my MIL talked about a group of people from a town she moved from (when she married my step-FIL) and how there was a swinger group. Odd conversation that I could I only feel was sparked by the sub. Another night, while my son was dancing, she commented she was worried he was going to become a stripper when he grows up (what!?). I then blurted out, "It's probably b/c he saw his grandma dancing on the pole at SIL/BIL's wedding last year!" (which was true, she had two drinks and swung herself around a pole a few times like a stripper). She laughed at my comment, and agreed.
Had hot flashes on and off, and I couldn't put a finger on what triggered them. Hunger was on/off as well. Sometimes I was hungry in the morning or at odd times, others I wasn't. It was like food was a "battery backup."
SIL & BIL left 2 days before us, SIL didn't say goodbye or hug. This was after 7 loops.
Had sex with my wife that night. Back to the baby-making - in a room right next to my in-laws. The walls are so paper thin you can hear the littlest thing. I don't know if I was so pent up from not having a release for so long, or if having to be quiet got me really turned on, but I couldn't last longer than a few minutes. Wife commented she felt teased. Ooops. Up to this point on the trip, I'd had trouble urinating easily - like my prostate was swollen. No issues after having sex. EDIT: Totally forgot, I exposed my wife to DMSI during her nap that afternoon. I ran 2 loops to see if it would "reset" me from the 7 loops (dumb idea, but whatever, I did it) and thought two sexual auras would be awesome for baby-making. If the sexual pleasure thing is there, perhaps that is what caused the quick release, rather than being pent-up? I haven't exposed her since, and don't intend to.
Last day with my MIL & FIL (SIL & BIL left the day before) we went to a rock quarry that had been turned into a water park of sorts. Cliff jumping, loud music, crazy redneck water slides. It was a blast. Hardly any guys, and lots of young ladies. Lots of looks, but it could have been because I was almost the only younger guy there. One chick, who was with her boyfriend, was extremely attractive to me. She got on all fours in the sand with her entire backside in my full view. Didn't bother her a bit. Her very large breasts swung back and forth like pendulums. I'm surprised my wife didn't smack me upside the head for as much staring as I was doing. My MIL also bent over in a very unlady-like fashion more-than-once, backside fully exposed to me (and everyone else in the water). I actually thought, "Not bad," and then almost smacked MYSELF upside the head.
The oddest hot flash occurred on a tour of the hatchery with one young self-assured male fishing & game employee. As I was looking him in the eye, I got a massive hot wave and from that point, he kept staring at me uncomfortably. It was friendly, but it was like I was the only person in the room, and I had to frequently break eye-contact because it made me feel very awkward. He rarely looked at my wife while speaking. He went out of his way to explain everything and gave my son a big bag of fish food to feed the spawning trout at the rearing pools.
Stopped at another Panera on the trip back in Columbia, Missouri - home of the University of Missouri. I hadn't listened to DMSI overnight. So many hotties! Got some looks, but most notably a spycam video of a pretty blonde sitting caddy-corner to me. She crossed her legs high and had one hand in her crotch, and rubbed her legs repeatedly with the other hand. Her glances were so quick and stealthy they were barely perceptible, even on video, but they were there. On the way out, a young middle eastern woman wearing a scarf covering her hair stopped to talk to my son and me while my wife used the restroom. She then got into a very expensive Mercedes sports car...
I listened to one loop of US with ear buds as we drove. I experienced getting hot as I drove. My wife became pretty sensitive during the drive, and we ending up fighting for most of the evening. Whatever was going on there, I don't know.
Comments:
I still experienced less-was-more with fewer loops. With higher loops, I just felt anxious and high resistance. I felt pretty good, no tiredness with 2 loops. 7 loops, anxious and little to no IOIs.
I feel like my aura generated looks, but possibly repulsed some women.
Comfort is not present at all. Rather than "meet them halfway" programming, perhaps programming to provide comfort they need and then, "Just say yes," programming. I feel like the meet-them-halfway is sending women a signal that we're going to do more work than we consciously expect to have to do, and it's keeping them from being more forward. I know that was added after V1, and I just feel like it's hampering something on their end. Just a hunch.
Massive male respect, but that's merely a side-effect-bonus.
Had a LOT of dry mouth and thirst.
