The Tale øf Adam

[Adam]

I am getting there slowly. I have been flustered about everything. I don't want to call it soul searching or trying to find my identity, but I am trying to create the perfect version of myself with the least amount of drawbacks that also don't interfere with my moral code. This process has been fairly difficult, and I have been very distracted.

I desperately want to move somewhere to the East; China, Japan, New Zealand, South Korea, or Australia. I have no idea how I will get there, but I have a feeling those are good spots for me. As far as perfect job... I am clueless. I have a few ideas, but no idea how I will make the income I desire or how to make some sub-par skill into expert level.

I am contemplating switching to absolute confidence for two months then get back on board of Perfect Job. I do not feel confident. I feel like I have to combat insecurity and neediness here and there. Unshakable confidence would be nice. I still have nine months of time before I make any big decisions. That gives two months for absolute confidence and two to four months for perfect job. Then I have three to five months for whatever.