01-16-2022, 01:30 PM
Day 106
Skipped a day coz was high AF from alcohol and weed. I met up with some great friends and had a great time. A much needed break from IT / software work.
Gearing up for Prague now with only 5 days to go. I have never tried hostels so I thought this will be a perfect time to give it a shot. I can't wait to meet the ladies there and practice some daygame, but more importantly, meeting new people and making friends is what excites me the most. If you told me I would have this sort of excitement for meeting new people 5 years ago, I would be like "how is that even possible, im introverted" blah blah blah..
One thing I have noticed is that when I talk to people, I am less in my own head. Quite often, before I say something it has to go through 5-10 filters due to a fear of being judged for what I say. However, I think that this fear is being chipped away at, and I am feeling more sense of freedom in my social interactions now. Also, in the last week I have noticed more of a cocky, IDGAF attitude in me. I feel like I'm more confident than usual which is great.
Skipped a day coz was high AF from alcohol and weed. I met up with some great friends and had a great time. A much needed break from IT / software work.
Gearing up for Prague now with only 5 days to go. I have never tried hostels so I thought this will be a perfect time to give it a shot. I can't wait to meet the ladies there and practice some daygame, but more importantly, meeting new people and making friends is what excites me the most. If you told me I would have this sort of excitement for meeting new people 5 years ago, I would be like "how is that even possible, im introverted" blah blah blah..
One thing I have noticed is that when I talk to people, I am less in my own head. Quite often, before I say something it has to go through 5-10 filters due to a fear of being judged for what I say. However, I think that this fear is being chipped away at, and I am feeling more sense of freedom in my social interactions now. Also, in the last week I have noticed more of a cocky, IDGAF attitude in me. I feel like I'm more confident than usual which is great.
