01-08-2022, 04:28 PM
(01-08-2022, 03:21 PM)SaltyMeatballs Wrote: Day 98 / 180
State of mind not great
Becoming lazy and complacent, choosing the easy way out.... Falling into temptation.
What I need is a good gym routine, some good ol suffering to shift my mind from laziness to challenge seeking mode. I often find that the struggle makes me feel waaayy more satisfied than just trying to chase highs. Soo counter-intuitive huh?
What am I willing to struggle for? What's really important to me? Im afraid I don't have an answer to that. All I can do right now is just try a bunch of shit and see what clicks. All i want really, is to create a passionate life, where I'm fully engaged with something... Everything else... the girls, money, material things, are just icing on the cake. Deep down I don't care about thay shit.
Hopefully, it gets better. You have a good attitude about all the extra;s being a bonus. The important this is you feel good and are happy with your life and everything else will come. Keep it up.....
