12-24-2021, 10:23 AM
(12-22-2021, 01:36 PM)SaltyMeatballs Wrote: Day 82/180 - Rest 1/2
I woke up again feeling like total crap, all emotional... I cried as I saw myself in the mirror, thinking to myself how unsatisfied I am with my current self and the amount of effort it will take to get to where I want to be. Despite all that, I was informed that I got a raise and a bonus for at my current job as a software dev, the money is pretty good especially now that I'm travelling.. there really is no reason to be unsatisfied but too be honest being unsatisfied and unhappy is was leeds me to seek new experiences and learn new things until eventually something clicks or I find an activity that I enjoy. There's always hope, even in the toughest of times.
Its still early days but I am trying to decide between an LTU6 re-run or the new DMSI. If anyone is reading this I would warmly welcome your suggestions (especially if you follow this thread). Instinctually, I would love to try DMSI to see how it may change my inner psychology with regards to women and the many limiting beliefs around that. On the other hand, LTU6, while a dissapointing initial run, I think it could help me create a new direction in life and reignite the fire and passion I am looking for.
That's a tough one. I've read a few of the journals on DMSI, and I don't think I see anyone getting results other than noticing IOIs. I don't see anyone getting approached by a girl and that leading to sex.
With LTU6, I had an initial run of it at the beginning of this year. It was harder for me to notice changes on that one. My brother said I was making improvements, but it was hard to know how much of that was the subliminal and how much that was me. I am going to run MLS to improve my learning but after that, I plan to run LTU6 again. Hope this helps.
I still want a relationship subliminal to meet a girl I like good for a long term relationship, but Shannon hasn't made that.
