12-05-2021, 02:06 PM
Day 67/180 - Rest 1/3
I just moved into another apartment and now living with a local female. She's not the best looking, maybe a 6 or borderline 7. I haven't jerked off for atleast a week now and mind is creating all sorts of images and movies about me banging her. She's clearly single and doesn't have much going on in her life. A big turn off for me though is that she smokes. The whole apartment smells of that shit.
Yesterday I couldn't fall asleep until 4am. Probably coz of all the coffee I've been drinking. Also, I haven't bee exercising much at all and eating out almost everyday. I need to fix this because my mind is getting too comfortable again. Whenever I start eating crap that's a sign that I'm becoming lazy and less driven to do the important things.
I just moved into another apartment and now living with a local female. She's not the best looking, maybe a 6 or borderline 7. I haven't jerked off for atleast a week now and mind is creating all sorts of images and movies about me banging her. She's clearly single and doesn't have much going on in her life. A big turn off for me though is that she smokes. The whole apartment smells of that shit.
Yesterday I couldn't fall asleep until 4am. Probably coz of all the coffee I've been drinking. Also, I haven't bee exercising much at all and eating out almost everyday. I need to fix this because my mind is getting too comfortable again. Whenever I start eating crap that's a sign that I'm becoming lazy and less driven to do the important things.
