10-19-2021, 12:14 PM
Day 20/180 | Rest 1/3
The last 3 days have been rough as far as my mental state goes. Yesterday I struggled to do very basic things but pushed through them anyway. Today I can barely meditate due to monkey mind. I feel fatigue and tiredness. I want to slack off but I choose not to. This too shall pass.
Despite all that, I do feel something different in the way I perceive challenges. They seem less threatening to me. I feel like taking some risks (I never really do).
I've also been less frugal with my money. Usually I would hesitate to buy the things I actually need. That doesn't mean I will now go out and buy useless shit. I hate shopping and I only buy the essential things. However, there are things I could buy which may improve my productivity and health.
I've decided that I'm going to travel as much as I can for the remainder of this year and the next. Since I have leverage in my current company, I can continue staying remote and work as a digital nomad. I just booked a ticket to Georgia and plan to do a monthly stay there. I'm planning to get real estate shortly so it's worth checking out Batumi.
The last 3 days have been rough as far as my mental state goes. Yesterday I struggled to do very basic things but pushed through them anyway. Today I can barely meditate due to monkey mind. I feel fatigue and tiredness. I want to slack off but I choose not to. This too shall pass.
Despite all that, I do feel something different in the way I perceive challenges. They seem less threatening to me. I feel like taking some risks (I never really do).
I've also been less frugal with my money. Usually I would hesitate to buy the things I actually need. That doesn't mean I will now go out and buy useless shit. I hate shopping and I only buy the essential things. However, there are things I could buy which may improve my productivity and health.
I've decided that I'm going to travel as much as I can for the remainder of this year and the next. Since I have leverage in my current company, I can continue staying remote and work as a digital nomad. I just booked a ticket to Georgia and plan to do a monthly stay there. I'm planning to get real estate shortly so it's worth checking out Batumi.
