The Pony Ride Chronicle - DMSI v3.5 Journal

[Ampersnd]

Yes, this is a reference to the Ginuwine song that they played on Magic Mike.

It's here I will be chronicling my experiences on DMSI.

Don't get me wrong; I've been getting pony rides here and there the last month or so. Ended a 3 month dry spell last month.

• Bagged two new women in May. Both are messaging me with high interest.
  
• One of them I don't see as much more than a booty call unless she tries to do girlfriend worthy things. Besides, she's super short and has a higher pitch voice; she looks like my daughter standing next to me (except that big boobs and ass).
  
• The other one, I didn't get that sexual chemistry and have been pleasant, but won't be disappointed if we never do it again.
  

Day 1 - Played the loop while going to the gym.
Noticed more eye contact; one even deliberately walked in front of my rowing machine as I was rolling and looked back to see if I was looking. Didn't feel any additional warmness or smiles. When I glance over, I notice they've looked back much more frequently.

The most noticeable thing I noticed; while on the rowing machine, my body forced me to breathe through my nose and to keep my mouth closed.. even though it's higher effort for me to do that, and even though I was doing high intensity intervals.

Anyways, I rate this sub a 0/10, no gym bunnies volunteering themselves on my Johnson within 1 hour.. unacceptable. (jokes, of course).
In actual fact, this will surely be interesting if this is the immediate effect.

[Ampersnd]

Day 2
"What do you think, Ampersnd?"
All eyes on me. Room of about 4 women.
"Trippy," I think.
Of course, it was the pretty one there who asked the question unprompted.

Context: Saw a patient; the pretty one is the patient's nurse, so that's not unreasonable. I return to the staff station and do some last adjustments to the patient's chart; that's when she asks the question.
But to have her bring it up in a room full of people, for the room to go quiet and stare at me for 10+ seconds as I gave my answer (and beyond) was a weird, trippy situation.

Don't get me wrong, the rest in the room are not desirable to me by any stretch.
But, again, it was a weird trippy situation. Testament to the effects that this subliminal is having.

[Ampersnd]

"Let's be flex buddies, Ampersnd."
I matched someone's flexibility at the gym and she said that.
Not someone I'm interested in but she's at least nice and affable.
I responded with "how about calling it bend buddies, cause it rhymes?"
She retorts: "That could totally be the name of a porn site!"

I then show her a couple of extra flexible moves. She then introduces me to a gym member I casually know, and shows me where to put away the mop I was using (somewhat secluded).
This is a married woman, about my age.

Another strange tale to tell. Must be a coincidence

[Ampersnd]

Day 3

I thought I could be a tough guy and run 2 loops for 2 consecutive days.
Lesson learned when I find myself drowsy at my desk at around 2 PM. Down to 1 loop it is!

My reality has shifted; if I look at a woman, she usually looks back. That's not to say that they're interested, but they look back.
Spoke to a nurse for about 30 seconds about a patient, then heard her colleagues snickering to her as I was walking off. Even if it was negative I don't give a shit.

I notice that my stuttering is largely gone; when my typical stutter arises, it's almost like I glitch my way through it, as though my body pushes me to finish the word even though it's not 100% perfect. I think that my stuttering is not so much neurological but more about deservingness; I feel more of it, so I don't struggle to speak my mind.

Spoke to someone I had never met in the officespace as though I had known her for years. Totally natural and unforced; this isn't "oh, look at this neat placebo situation that I forced to prove that this sub works!" it's something that I had the organic idea to throw out there. No awkwardness.. nothing!

[Ampersnd]

Day 6,

Did four days, time to take a day off.

At work, in the lunch room, had a middle aged female colleague, with company, start to talk to her colleague loudly about bull penis as a food for dogs. Her colleague then starts talking to me across the room about Ron White's baby duck pussy lip tacos bit. Later in the day, she told me that I should be a sugar baby for a very very old female patient who is single - "who knows, maybe get a hefty inheritance from the whole thing!".

Was then at the gym; the 'hot girl' - who also works at the gym - would look back to me, even across the gym (30+ meters) within 0.5 seconds of my glancing over.
If she simply went to the gym, I'd be a bit more aggressive in my approach. Must be a bit more tactful.
The issue is that she was bouncing around and on weird machines where I'd have to close in on her, for example, while she was on the stair-master. Besides, I had a workout to do. She'll be there again.

Had an older guy approach me and ask me for advise about the machines; then chatted my ear off about training, exercise, boxing and wrestling; wasn't a bad chat, but he had a bit of an accent and am not sure that he caught everything.
Then I got into a conversation with a pair of guys who were training their high kicks; I had seen them there several times. Swapped Instagrams (I initiated that; very unlike me) so that we could potentially train on pads.

These are all unusual occurrences.

Also, I feel noticeably dumber and as though my mental RAM fills up with much less effort. This poses an issue for me at work and for my studies in AWS. Perhaps a temporary price to pay for only allowing 48 or so hours between two 5.75+G subliminals.

[Ampersnd]

Day 9,

Went down to a major city to visit a family member, and we went to a concert together.
Was able to fit in hang outs with people in my business network, including one on my drive back today out in the boonies. Was a lot of fun; learned a bunch of useful farm skills.

Noticed that my sexual discipline has gone up tremendously; no errand desires to do self-servicing (so to speak).
Had a booty call ask me to hang out later this week.

[Ampersnd]

Also guys...

I've noticed that my journal has a comparatively higher readership per comment ratio, meaning that there are far more readers than commenters (including my own posts).

With that being said, please do not be shy about leaving any type of comment, whether it be questions about my approach/method to work, productivity, relationships, or thoughts of your own, all in the service of pushing the conversation forward.

I've gotten direct messages in the past asking for advice - and that's perfectly fine too - but it could also benefit all prospective readers to have access to it here as well.

I also enjoy receiving comments and acknowledgements. Now, go in peace!

[Shannon]

When you have sex on DMSI v3.5, do you notice that it has the effect of making sex more pleasurable for you and your partner? I noted that while I was testing it.

[samba99]

Also guys...

I've noticed that my journal has a comparatively higher readership per comment ratio, meaning that there are far more readers than commenters (including my own posts).

With that being said, please do not be shy about leaving any type of comment, whether it be questions about my approach/method to work, productivity, relationships, or thoughts of your own, all in the service of pushing the conversation forward.

I've gotten direct messages in the past asking for advice - and that's perfectly fine too - but it could also benefit all prospective readers to have access to it here as well.

I also enjoy receiving comments and acknowledgements. Now, go in peace!

Since you mentioned productivity,  what's your thoughts on that? How do you manage everything? Do you have like a one stop location where you do all your planning, etc...? Or you use different tools like a calendar, a task app , etc....

Looking forward to your thoughts

[Ampersnd]

When you have sex on DMSI v3.5, do you notice that it has the effect of making sex more pleasurable for you and your partner?  I noted that while I was testing it.

I haven't actually had sex since starting; I did almost before starting, and I will likely be later on this week. So I can let you know.

[Ampersnd]

Also guys...

I've noticed that my journal has a comparatively higher readership per comment ratio, meaning that there are far more readers than commenters (including my own posts).

With that being said, please do not be shy about leaving any type of comment, whether it be questions about my approach/method to work, productivity, relationships, or thoughts of your own, all in the service of pushing the conversation forward.

I've gotten direct messages in the past asking for advice - and that's perfectly fine too - but it could also benefit all prospective readers to have access to it here as well.

I also enjoy receiving comments and acknowledgements. Now, go in peace!

Since you mentioned productivity,  what's your thoughts on that? How do you manage everything? Do you have like a one stop location where you do all your planning, etc...? Or you use different tools like a calendar, a task app , etc....

Looking forward to your thoughts

I basically created a one-paged productivity system where I arranged my most important areas of life across the page. It used to be written by hand but took too long. Then created a Microsoft Word template, save a new copy, and print it out three times a week. One for Monday-Wednesday, one for Thursday-Friday, and one for Saturday-Sunday. I move the dates around if there's a long weekend. I'd have to share the template over Google Drive or post the image.

[Ampersnd]

Day 13,

A couple of weeks in at this point. Lost most of my interest in dating and sex; I'm certain I'm resisting whatever it is I'm resisting.

My mind is dragging its brain-feet in learning more and more about AWS. I continue to fail the practice tests and will not book a real exam until I can consistently score over 80 percent in those things. Even that is cutting it too close. There are so many nuances that come up, and you only learn them by being faced with it in an exam question, getting it wrong, and drilling it in. Eventually, the general knowledge from Cloud/IT becomes Amazon specific, and I start to lose interest.

I've been doing about 2 loops per day. I might increase it to three. I'm starting to come off of the brain fog/lethargy. The effects of the last subliminal are starting to come down.

[Shannon]

More loops will (should) eventually overcome the resistance.

[Ampersnd]

Day off today and I'll bump it up tomorrow.
Say, is it common for exes to come back into the picture? One has invited me out, and said she'd want to have dinner (I assume that I would be paying for all of that?)
Context: we were dating casually and just stopped messaging each other.

A theory for exes who come back at this moment in history: She's just not a big fan of the gas prices.
I'm 5 years older than her and have a consistent income.