12-18-2019, 01:36 AM
Day 13
There is a cyst of fear somewhere around my solar plexus. This has very much to do with finishing my manuscript. I fear being yelled at and ostracized by my supervisors. This is at odds with reality, since the content is good and my supervisors have been nothing but kind and supportive. I think this stems from two things, one - I fear the criticism and exposing my thoughts/writings to the world, and two - yet another unresolved father issue, where criticism and screaming/beating where almost inseparable in my childhood.
There is a cyst of fear somewhere around my solar plexus. This has very much to do with finishing my manuscript. I fear being yelled at and ostracized by my supervisors. This is at odds with reality, since the content is good and my supervisors have been nothing but kind and supportive. I think this stems from two things, one - I fear the criticism and exposing my thoughts/writings to the world, and two - yet another unresolved father issue, where criticism and screaming/beating where almost inseparable in my childhood.
_ - Third Stone From The Sun - _
