12-17-2019, 06:25 AM
Day 12
I am feeling stupid. Like mentally retarded. Interestingly, I don't have any mindfog, which normally accompanies those days/weeks when I am not mentally as fit as I'd like to be.
Right now, I am working on a manuscript of a paper which recently came back from the review process of the journal I am going to publish it in. Not a whole lot left to do and it should be as easy as snatching sweets from a sleeping toddler. But somehow I cannot focus on it. I am at a loss for words, unable to get into the matter. I am pretty sure this is something fear-related. I have been avoiding to finish it like the plague. And now that I finally work on it, I am too dim-witted and empty-headed to get it done properly. Needless to say, I f*cking hate this part of me.
I am feeling stupid. Like mentally retarded. Interestingly, I don't have any mindfog, which normally accompanies those days/weeks when I am not mentally as fit as I'd like to be.
Right now, I am working on a manuscript of a paper which recently came back from the review process of the journal I am going to publish it in. Not a whole lot left to do and it should be as easy as snatching sweets from a sleeping toddler. But somehow I cannot focus on it. I am at a loss for words, unable to get into the matter. I am pretty sure this is something fear-related. I have been avoiding to finish it like the plague. And now that I finally work on it, I am too dim-witted and empty-headed to get it done properly. Needless to say, I f*cking hate this part of me.
_ - Third Stone From The Sun - _
