The Modern Libertine's diary

[Cortez]

've had is that the sex is way better with the quiet mild mannered girls than the with the outwardly sexual girls.

You think? A nice improvement I've noticed form Sex Magnet is that I now see all women as being wild in the bedroom. Previously, whilst I could be attracted to a girl, her quiet, mild-mannered behavior was enough to convince me she wasn't sexual - and so I didn't do anything about it. However, I now see this fallacy for what it is, and women of all dispositions reveal themselves to me as being very sexual. Still, what makes you think the quieter ones are even more sexual?

Field testing.

[Ryan]

The quieter ones try harder...can you believe I actually had sex with a woman who persisted on trying to talk to me during? Weird.

Ryan

[Cortez]

That's pretty funny, Ryan. That reminds me of the episode of Californication where Runkle is having sex with that Asian and she's checking her e-mail during.

Yeah, the quiet librarian types are crazy in bed. It has never been proven to me to be any other way. Those are the kind that I look for. I can tell the types too because the polarity is usually so hot that everything just goes unspoken anyway. They're also the ones that I have to put the least effort in to getting. We hang out once and that's that, usually.

[Ryan]

I was thinking more of the scene from Forgetting Sarah Marshall where the girl keeps starring into his eyes and saying "Hi"

Ryan

[RainbowAbyss]

I was thinking more of the scene from Forgetting Sarah Marshall where the girl keeps starring into his eyes and saying "Hi"

Ryan

haha-
"this is kind of uncomfortable "
"you can gag me if you want"

[Spiral]

LOL. Love the librarian types.

[Spiral]

Hey Cortez, I'm thinking of copying your morning ritual. How long do the effects last because I usually burn out around 2 or 3pm. If it's only a temporary thing like 4 or 5 hours I'd take it in the afternoon.

I agree with the chemistry thing, but only to a very small degree. I feel that if you're healthy and eating a nutritionally balanced diet then your body should be making your neurotransmitters in a balanced and correct way. Your body is constantly trying to achieve homeostasis. You just have to give it what it needs to be able to do that. For instance, I have a natural dopamine boosting brain formula that I take in the morning. It consists of 1000mg Phenylalanine(The amino acid precursor to Dopamine in your brain), 1000mg Vitamin C(Your brain uses it to synthesize the Dopamine), and 50mg B6(A transporter for the other nutrients). I bought all of these in bulk on ebay, each ingredient by itself and I take it in the morning on an empty stomach. I just mix all of it in powder form with water and powdered powerade for flavoring. It works incredibly well! High Dopamine levels in the brain do all sorts of good stuff for you. I'm generally, happier, more focused, and more talkative when I take it. It just makes me better at whatever I'm doing. So that's something I did because I felt like I wasn't as focused as I could be. You can always help your brain chemistry out with natural supplements, I think.


As far as the Sex Magnet effects being augmented., I'm not sure. I haven't been all that sexual this past week or so that I've been on these new programs. Of course I've still got the lingering effects of women pursuing me and me being very flirty. I don't expect that to really ever go away, but I haven't been going out lately. I have one girl I've been seeing casually. I do remember that I tend to pursue a little bit more whenever I'm hitting the ASC really hard and I'm starting to feel that more and more every day, but I've put my sex maniac ways away for the time being. Lately I've been more interested in hardcore exercise and I'm making leaps and bounds with that, but that's really where my focus has been lately. I've been happier, though. ASC seems to do that to me for some reason, lol. Another thing that I have noticed is that lately women in their mid 20's have been really annoying to me. Not annoying like "Get the hell away from me" annoying, but more like "I could never date you." annoying. Younger women(18-21) and older women (27-35) seem much more attractive to me lately. They're just way more comfortable with themselves. There's something about the mid 20's that makes women super neurotic. They say that while men have a mid-life crisis, women have a quarter life crisis and I see the truth in that statement, lol.

Anyway, I've been feeling damn good lately.

[Cortez]

That's just the thing. Spiral, it's not like coffee where it burns out your epinephrine and dopamine reserves and then causes you to crash. In fact, it doesnt force your body to release any more of either of those at all, so it won't be like an immediate energy boost. It gives your body the raw materials to naturally produce more of both of those neurotransmitters and so it is an escalating effect the longer you take. After a week, you should be feeling more social and ready to go after your goals more as well as being able to focus better and not identifying so strongly with your emotions...such are the effects of high levels of dopamine. It also just generally makes you better at whatever you're doing. I love the stuff. I want to continue taking it forever.

[Cortez]

The downside of having the sheer amount of dopamine I have running through my system that I do have now is that I am way too damn aggressive. I have to calm myself down many times a day.

[Cortez]

I'm still hitting the ASC and Joy subliminals hard. As always with ASC, I am more strongly motivated to work out than when I am not on it. Considering the fact that I work out regularly regardless this has led to some crazy intense workouts. ASC is like an alpha male program in itself. At least for me that is. I don't know if I am feeling much effect from the Happiness and Joy yet, but maybe that one takes a little longer to set in.

Me being super dominant is definitely a plus, though, because the girl I'm seeing now is way in to BDSM stuff and identifies as a sub. It's very interesting for sure, but I can more than facilitate her needs, lol and I must say, that this kind of relationship seems to make both people a lot more trusting and open with each other. It could potentially lead to a lot deeper intimacy than I'm used to. I'm very much enjoying, whatever direction it may go ultimately.

[Shannon]

I'm still hitting the ASC and Joy subliminals hard. As always with ASC, I am more strongly motivated to work out than when I am not on it. Considering the fact that I work out regularly regardless this has led to some crazy intense workouts. ASC is like an alpha male program in itself. At least for me that is. I don't know if I am feeling much effect from the Happiness and Joy yet, but maybe that one takes a little longer to set in.

Me being super dominant is definitely a plus, though, because the girl I'm seeing now is way in to BDSM stuff and identifies as a sub. It's very interesting for sure, but I can more than facilitate her needs, lol and I must say, that this kind of relationship seems to make both people a lot more trusting and open with each other. It could potentially lead to a lot deeper intimacy than I'm used to. I'm very much enjoying, whatever direction it may go ultimately.

Genuine D/s relationships most definitely result in a vastly more deep and profound level of trust and intimacy than most vanilla relationships achieve. Playing at it is just going to be a game, but if it comes as a real natural response to one another, you'll see some really eye opening, life-changing intimacy develop - as long as you are compatible, maintain communication effectively, and stay safe, sane and consensual.

There's nothing more valuable a woman can offer you than her trust, because it is from that trust that all the other things will sprout and grow. Genuine submission definitely requires trust, and that is why a genuine submissive, and her gift of submission, are each extraordinary and beautiful things.

[Cortez]

Yes, that's really what it boils down too. We don't get in to the freaky stuff. She just REALLY likes to be dominated in very intense ways and by a man she can really trust. You're quite right, Shannon. It can be very deeply intimate. I enjoy it a lot. That seems to be the type if women I generally attract too, not on this level, but somewhat like it.

[Cortez]

I've decided to start meditating again like I used to. I used to feel way more connected to everything around me when I did. It's been several years since that time and some of it has stuck with me, but I'd like that feeling back. It was so peaceful.

[Cortez]

Ha! You know...maybe that^ is the Happiness and Joy talking. I realized that right after I posted it. I'm being led to be more connected with people around me.