The Modern Libertine's diary

[Ryan]

That's just the thing. I really honestly could care less and it freaks them out. It is being thrown at me so much now that it's getting to the point where it is definitely expected and it's just like "Eh, you like you me, that's cool. Whatever."

Well it's more like a switch goes on in your head during this program...you don't realize it but suddenly you look back and think, ahh women are not as important anymore. You go out and suddenly women are crazy about you. It's like putting the female mindset into our brains.

Besides...the whole abundance thing just makes you realize, doesn't matter, anytime I go out I can get this and I have no worries whether or not I get it NOW or later.

Ryan

[RainbowAbyss]

that is all very awesome sounding, assuring, and
good to hear.
I'm a little surprised by the happiness part
as I always thought a huge part of really being a mega attractant to women was
happiness (as well as sexuality), but maybe its more a comfort and inner fulfillment.

wow-your taller than I thought-I'm sure sex magnet helped alot into turning you into a guy who people think is a model (unless you always got that comment) but no wonder as well-it cant hurt to be 6'5- like a sex magnet tree lol

[WildFlower]

I'm a little surprised by the happiness part

I feel much more physically attractive, and

[Ryan]

Definitely more physically attractive. I got called the pretty boy last night at the haunted house

Ryan

[Cortez]

So, they do surveys out at the Halloween festival that I work at and apparently I made on to more surveys than most of the people there. It was me and two girls. Women were being way horny the other night. I suspect pretty much everyone who puts me on the surveys ARE women. I made this one girl cry apparently because I wouldn't give her my number. She stole my damn identity disk (I'm dressed as Tron) and then after she gave it back, her friends came up and asked for my number I was like "Ok, are you ready? 11010101101010100101"...I thought it was funny. Then later a woman has her friend ask if I am gay and when I say I wouldn't make a very good gay guy, then her friend gives me her number. Yeah, nice try, lady, that's one hell of a pick up line....


So now I'm conflicted again...slightly. I've been messing around with this one girl who I like a lot, but upon talking to her a lot, I realize that she has a few emotional problems. In the past, I would have taken that as a challenge, but now that I'm older, I don't have the time or patience to try and fix someone, especially knowing that it can't be done. So, we'll see about that one. I like the girl, but it probably won't go anywhere. Meanwhile there's this SEXY little mamacita foreign college student from South America, I believe who has been chatting me up frequently and she seems very emotionally healthy. Saying that girl is beautiful would be the understatement of the century and she's a genuine sweetheart. The other girl gets really jealous when I talk to her. So we'll see where all this gets me, but I will try my best here not to make any promises that I know I can't keep. The last thing I want is a trail of broken hearts. I'm tired of doing that.

[RainbowAbyss]

If its not a committed thing I don't see the issue with a little emotional imperfection if there is already something great going on between you two, then again if there's another perfect option there...
Cortez, I'm sure your a very honest person, and as long as your honest, at what point is it your responsibility for broken hearts if they know what there getting into, of course you don't want to hurt anyone but it would be a pity to miss out on amazing experiences because one was walking on eggshells...then again it sounds like my priorities are probably a tad more selfish than yours

[Cortez]

You're right Rainbow. Sometimes I think girls are a little more fragile than they are.


I talked about it with the first girl and she doesn't want to be in a relationship right now. She's still kind of seeing her boyfriend so that's perfect. The other girl and I talked about it yesterday as well and she knows I'm kind of seeing the first girl, but not really and she doesn't seem to have a problem with it either. I should have known. I always seem to attract girls who already know exactly what type of guy I am before I even tell them and they like that about me too. The more devilish I am, the more everyone wants to be around it seems, lol and I am developing a serious reputation around the castle...

[Shannon]

Girls love to have the freedom to act on their natural sexual desires, too, yanno.

[Cortez]

Girls love to have the freedom to act on their natural sexual desires, too, yanno.

Aint dat da troof!

Damn, I am getting downright lethal. This level of abundance is insane. I like iy.

[Cortez]

So...20 minutes from sending a girl a friend request on Facebook to being naked in her bed. I'd say that's a personal best. XD

[RainbowAbyss]

Haha, that is truly remarkable.

Was she one of the girls u have been seeing or someone entirely new!?


Also Cortez, do u find the set helps woman break there 'rules for u, for instance I have been interested in 'dating' some woman who are 5'10 to 6 feet but a lot of them say, not to me but I've heard, that they only date guys taller than them. In fact I once slept with a girl in college, and she told me after that couldn't date me because I was her height, but we could sleep together!?

[Ryan]

LOL Rainbow, you gotta get over the height thing. It's ok! By the end of this set, you won't even worry about that crap anymore. If a woman doesn't like you for your height, you'll simply walk away with a huge smirk on your face. But, yes, women are going to break those rules for you. Those are picky standards they setup for average men. After SM, say goodbye to average

Ryan

[RainbowAbyss]

Haha thanks man, ye its weird, its just that every archtype of every male figure, who is the man is a ussually tall, from now on its 5'8 fxxx yeah! Haha

[Cortez]

Yeah, don't worry about their rules, their standards, their boyfriends etc. All that stuff just doesn't matter. I know the way it's gonna be and that's all I need to now. Every objection, rationalization, analysis, etc. is all just background noise and I really don't react to it and they love it. I had a girl tell me the other day when we were making out that I was controlling. I said "OK" and just kept on making out with her. She was like "You're just gonna say ok?" and I was like "Well what do want? Is controlling a good thing or a bad thing?" and she was like "No, it's a good thing. I'm a sub." My general mantra is "Power through, Bro." You know the course you're on and you're going that way no matter what, someone's own limiting beliefs don't matter because no outcome is really necessary with them and once you know that you're going to win in the long run and no particular outcome is necessary with any particular female, you're free from the male trap that guys put themselves and free to act, do and say whatever you want. That makes you a BOSS. That also gets you laid like a rock star. I've heard that women like tall guys and I don't how true that is, but in the scenario's where it is, you can bet that their initial attraction would be gone in a few minutes flat if I didn't have anything backing it up.


Also, the girl from last night is someone who I had only talked to a few times at the castle. She does makeup out there, but I never see her. I had only seen her in passing and talked to her only once, I think, but I saw her on the "People you may know" section on FB and sent her a friend request. Within a few minutes she asked for my number and then after a little more very blunt banter, she asked me to come over. Turns out she lives a few miles away. Fun times...