The Modern Libertine's diary

[Cortez]

Almost done with stage 5. I'm ready to see what kind of ridiculous surprises stage 6 has to offer. According to the PDF that cam with Sex Magnet that's when the manifestations get kicked in to overdrive. Come at me bro!

[Cortez]

Under any other context I would consider this arrogant, but considering the fact that I'm just reporting my progress on Sex Magnet, I'll just let myself off the hook this time. So here's the things that have been happening to me.

I mentioned that I would be working at a Halloween village type place as an
actor and I've been having classes out there for the past two weeks. Let me put to you this way. That is a dangerous place for me to be after having gone through almost all of Sex Magnet(I'm about to start stage 6). Those women out there act like they have never met anyone like me before and to be honest, they probably haven't. My level of charm has been outrageously high. It seems like I always know the right thing to say, the right time to shut up, the right facial expression to make and the perfect amount of eye contact. I pretty much do all of this unconsciously too, because I don't discriminate between who I charm. I even charmed a practically toothless old lady multiple times, just to brighten her day.My love for women has reached a whole new level and they are reacting to me like never before. I am getting...

Boobs just randomly shoved up against my window when I'm leaving the parking lot.

My butt being grabbed MANY MANY times a day.

Girls pushing their friends in to conversation with me.

Women following me around talking my ear off.

That look...you know the one. Everywhere I go.

I generally find myself being invited to a have lunch with a group of women every single day at the Halloween thing

Mad respect from guys.

And to top all of this off, I met a girl there that I really really like. Her and I have been spending a lot of time together out there. I won't even go in to detail because I hate to make it sound like a field report that kind of cheapens it for me, but I'll say that I really like this girl. A lot.

[Cortez]

With all of the things manifesting in my day to day life, my dreams, strangely enough, haven't been sexual lately. A reoccurring dream that I keep on having is one in which I am telling someone off, just really letting them have it and when I wake up I feel rejuvenated and cleansed in a way. Whatever these dreams are for(probably not speaking my mind enough in the past) they are very therapeutic and it feels like I wake up in the morning having grown a bit.

Actually, I am very surprised as to just how much I've grown as a man in the past year and I'm very optimistic as well, knowing full well that with the path I am on, I will only continue to grow no matter what. Whatever blocks come my way are just that, they're merely blocks and not a part of the road. However difficult it is to go around them, I keep progressing no matter what. Just the notion that, no matter what happens they'll keep on going can pull anyone out of their depression, I think. Apathy is the worst kind of hell and it's no way to live life. I see it around me more and more all the time. It's as if my eye's have finally been opened to it. I didn't really need any more reminders of how fragile life is, but unfortunately I was given yet another one this week when a friend of mine passed away at a young age. It's been kind of sad week, but it's alright. Everyone who knew him just needs some time.


So here I am about to start stage 6 of Sex Magnet. I can't wait to see how this whole journey wraps up with this sub. It's been an interesting ride, that's for sure. I can say without a shadow of a doubt that this set works very well. How well it works in varying degree's for different people, I can't say for sure, but I know that everyone will achieve some benefit from it that will add to their growth as a man. The effects have been very subtle for me and then exploded recently, so in a way, this sub has kind of been like a pressure cooker. I like having the ability to manifest a lot of women in my life, but now that I have it, I feel like I'm gravitating more towards having a woman in my life who I desire sending time with above all others for however long that may last. I have no doubt in my mind that finding a girl like that at this point is inevitable. In fact, I think I may have found one, but who knows. We'll see where it goes. I like the dynamic of such strong polarity that you make a woman weak in the knees whenever you're looking at her, and she just captivates your entire being whenever she's around you with her feminine essence. That dynamic is so rejuvenating and life supporting to me, that it gives me immense energy even when I am dead tired. That's the kind of relationship I desire at present time and nothing else can really interest me to terribly much.

[Cortez]

I'm starting stage 6 tomorrow.

The current thing that is running through my mind right now is just how great it feels to not have really any neediness at all anymore. It feels so powerful and interacting with women in a flirty way without any neediness at all really feels like I'm playing the role of Hank Moody in my day to day life. Crazy attraction. That is all.

[RainbowAbyss]

A beautifully inspiring post on many levels, much appreciated. Is the polarity u spoke of a daily occurence? And whats next for u sub wise? Also out of curiousity has the sub increased ur willingness or availabiliity to engage women as well as the obvious and ridiculous californication attraction powers u speak...

[Cortez]

Oh, I engage them as well. It's a mutual thing. If it's unbalanced on either side, it's just not fun and yes, the polarity is pretty much all the time unless I just plain feel like hell that day. I'm not shy about saying I like someone, but I do have good timing in when I'm telling them that exactly. It's good to be calibrated. Voice tone and body language...it's so key.

Anyway, next in line for me is Happiness and Joy probably along with Aboslute Self Confidence again.

[Ryan]

I was thinking about giving Happiness & Joy along with Alpha Male the next run through...I just haven't been as happy on SM though I do have my moments...

The way I see it right now...is that it's not so much as wanting anything from the women, you're just conversing with them for the hell of it and whatever happens, happens.

One thing I'm curious about since you're at the end of SM...though I don't know if you had any to begin with but what has your social anxiety become?

Ryan

[Cortez]

Yes, I generally flirt with just about every woman I meet and yes it is just for the hell of it. I was working the front gate at the castle(The halloween festival I work at currently) last night and I was just twisting women off left and right. It's seriously not even fair. There were some 17 year olds that just hung around me, asking me a million questions. Then there were a group of girls (one was dressed like Alice in Wonderland and gorgeous) that were hardcore flirting with me and when they put what they liked on the survey at the end of the festival, they all wrote "The tron guy" on there, which is me, because I was dressed as Tron and it's an awesome costume if I do say so myself. It lights up and everything. I made it myself.

I don't REALLY push interactions out there to their limits. It's mainly just a lot of ridiculous and blatant flirting. I was also in a kind of reserved mood last night, at least for me that is. It was opening night, I was winging it, and I wasn't entirely confident with the dynamics of everything there as it was all entirely new to me, but I got over that REAL quick. Today I am in a devilish mood and when I'm feeling this way no one is safe. I think I'll pull this one on people tonight. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bDOvdzWRJLs

To answer the second part of your question. I did have some, I think, but in the past six months I've been going so far out of my comfort zone and I think Sex Magnet has helped with that and it's very easy to get out my head quickly. I don't really have any anxiety about women.

[Ryan]

Well the first 3 stages (where I am presently) I've been wanting to be more withdrawn lately...but now I'm suddenly getting that push to do such a thing.

Ryan

[Cortez]

I was kind of withdrawn too in the first three stages and it actually felt pretty good, but remember, I'm on stage 6 now and things are getting extra crispy.

[Ryan]

Well you have settled my mind, thanks buddy =)

Ryan

[Cortez]

Speaking of crispy. I had an interesting night. I made out with two girls with boyfriends and one of them was while her boyfriend was sitting there watching us. In fact, he requested it. I guess they had an "agreement". Whatever, I thought it was funny. The other one, though...she had vampire makeup on and when I cam home and looked in the mirror, I have grease paint all over my face, lmao.

[Ryan]

Speaking of crispy. I had an interesting night. I made out with two girls with boyfriends and one of the was while her boyfriend was sitting there atching us. In fact, he requested it. I guess they had an "agreement". Whatever, I thought it was funny. The other one, though...she had vampire makeup on and when I cam home and looked in the mirror, I have grease paint all over my face, lmao.

This is what I like hearing =)

Cheers!

Ryan

[RainbowAbyss]

Cortez, I start sex magnet on the 14th and was wondering if u have any suggestions to get the most out of the set, r u grounding at all with it, or still doing any sort of mirror affirmations.
And Ryan I hope ur books out by the time I'm 3 months deep in the set..the text and online casanova