The Modern Libertine's diary

[Shannon]

If the subs are still clearing out anger then Jesus...I had a lot of it. Because things are pissing me off lately out of the blue. I will have a day where I am elated and on top of the world, everything will flow my way, women are throwing themselves at me(meh) and then I will have a day where everything pisses me off and I am entirely not present and just disconnected. Whatever. If that's what is supposed to happen then I'll just go with it. I know what the problem is though and it's that I need to make a few changes in my life. It's time to take responsibility and have everything I ever wanted. This life is boring me and being a Leo, that is no bueno. Few things will annoy a Leo more than monotony. Any Leo's care to agree with me? I do think it's funny, though, that in the 2010 version, the stage where you act like a jerk is removed and yet I am still somewhat experiencing that kind of side effect. I'd hate to think what I would be like in the earlier versions of the set.


I'll be ok. Stage 2 is just showing me the darkest parts of myself, I guess, annoying as they may be, I am very grateful for it, because at the same time, I see plenty of people who can't seem to see any of their shortcomings whatesoever and it's kind of shocking to see how many people are asleep at the wheel, griping about the very same problems that they themselves cause.

Removed? No. Reduced, refined, lessened... but not removed. It's a necessary part of the transformation.

I am Leo, and I usually feel most alive when I am not dealing with monotony, by the way... but I do deal with a lot of monotony...