The Modern Libertine's diary

[Cortez]

I would say my back is about 80% healed now. It's amazing how the body can heal itself.

I have been keeping to myself for a while now. I haven't been going out at all, not doing much else but working and planning my future, but this girl started working with me who is pretty much exactly what I want in a girl. I didn't pursue this girl because even then I still wasn't interested in going out of my way. I did flirt a lot, though and make her constantly laugh her ass off. She just wouldn't leave me alone. She gave me her number, constantly asked me if I was doing anything after work and just was all over me. I finally gave in and hung out with her last night and well...I'll just say it's pretty electric attraction.

Maybe there is something to manifestation, haha. I had been thinking for a while that I would like a nice pretty farm girl that comes from a strong family, but I let it go and she just sort of showed up.

I'm currently listening to Overcoming Fear again before I re-start AM5. I feel like I've grown up a lot, but I still have a problem with commitment. I've always grown tired of women I've been with really quickly. Perhaps OF will help with that some. I feel like like it will.