06-06-2012, 08:15 AM
I love when I have realizations of what I really need to work on. After the alpha set I know what I need to do and it's two things that I think the alpha set actually works on, but I really need to dig in a little deeper to these two things.
One of them is my fear of rejection/failure. I've made some huge progress on this and looking back on how I was, it's amazing to me how different I actually am now. but even so, it still persists to this day. It's surely almost entirely based off of having my perceived notion of myself challenged and I've learned to let go of my monstrous ego a lot, but I there's still so much work yet to be done. Perhaps that's why I was always such a fan of things that forcefully put me outside my ego, and of course for the sake of decorum I won't go in to detail. The point is, though, that no matter what path you take, if you're doing what needs to be done to better connect to people and stop limiting yourself, life is a million times brighter and I'm really optimistic my life. I feel like I'm at the cusp of something great.
The other thing that I really need to work on is procrastination. This is a trademark of my family and I learned it at a really young age. I'm making great strides to beat it, however and I will continue until I do. I absolutely want to be rid of this filthy habit and make the most of my time. Currently, I no longer play video games, my leisure time is essentially spent socializing or being outside instead of watching tv(for the most part) and I exercise more than I ever had before in my life, but there's yet more work to be done and as God as my witness, I will overcome these two negative aspects of myself.
So I was thinking of tackling the rejection first with Overcome Fear of rejection/ Winners mindset for the first month or two after alpha and then Overcome Procrastination/ Seize the day or (ASC 4g) after that. Seems like a pretty solid plan to me.
One of them is my fear of rejection/failure. I've made some huge progress on this and looking back on how I was, it's amazing to me how different I actually am now. but even so, it still persists to this day. It's surely almost entirely based off of having my perceived notion of myself challenged and I've learned to let go of my monstrous ego a lot, but I there's still so much work yet to be done. Perhaps that's why I was always such a fan of things that forcefully put me outside my ego, and of course for the sake of decorum I won't go in to detail. The point is, though, that no matter what path you take, if you're doing what needs to be done to better connect to people and stop limiting yourself, life is a million times brighter and I'm really optimistic my life. I feel like I'm at the cusp of something great.
The other thing that I really need to work on is procrastination. This is a trademark of my family and I learned it at a really young age. I'm making great strides to beat it, however and I will continue until I do. I absolutely want to be rid of this filthy habit and make the most of my time. Currently, I no longer play video games, my leisure time is essentially spent socializing or being outside instead of watching tv(for the most part) and I exercise more than I ever had before in my life, but there's yet more work to be done and as God as my witness, I will overcome these two negative aspects of myself.
So I was thinking of tackling the rejection first with Overcome Fear of rejection/ Winners mindset for the first month or two after alpha and then Overcome Procrastination/ Seize the day or (ASC 4g) after that. Seems like a pretty solid plan to me.
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