The Modern Libertine's diary

[Cortez]

Yeah, I have been going through a small amount of stress lately, Shannon. In deciding what I want to do with my life, stress at my job etc. I suppose that could be where the feeling of hopelessness might come from. I feel a little too complacent right now, but like I said, that is being lifted and I've been feeling a lot brighter lately. The feeling of despair that I felt in the past of "Man, I don't know how I can ever accomplish this." is being replaced with "These problems are much bigger in my head than they actually are." I've been doing a lot of growing up this past year and I am dedicated to being a solid man who is independent and completely emotionally healthy. Considering how screwed up I was just a few years back, I have made leaps and bounds. I am grateful for where I am at. Anything that seems difficult right now, I'll power through it.


Ryan- Thanks I'm fine, though. I'm going to do Alpha again in a few months. I think I'll do a month of ASC with Happiness and Joy and then another month of ASC with Anything is Possible.