03-14-2015, 03:29 PM
Stage 5
Start Date 3/13/15
What I notice till this point is even though inside I have so many insecurities while out and about in pu
blic , it seems as if my persona says different.
For ex. I was out shopping for a shampoo when I saw myself in one of those cameras that displays a person when
they walk in. Anyways I was walking and I looked at myself and barely recognized myself. My body language was very dorminamt and confident. I also notice that my natural position of my head is always up because when I was taking a picture for my ID the guy behind the camera kept telling me to put my head down. I didn't realize that, maybe that's why now I still feel a little b
it of anxiety because before I wouldn't face the world with my head up.
on the woman side as usual nothing spectacular, I don't really go looking for looks from women but it does me great when they do look. I can't wait for the Aura of sexiness to kick in.
I find myself doing what's necessary or I can't sleep literary.
But in regards to women: I'm just looking for a Girl who's attractive but has a good personality.
There's also the girl who magically started Woking right when I started the program within 2 weeks. I haven't warmed up to her
but 3 weeks her and her friend were giggling when they saw me. She was attracted to me before but I can feel it coming back.
I don't see as much because she was in a different section of the building where its a different company so its very hard to see her.
we do talk a little but stage 5 has given Me this awesome power inside to push things sexualky
I'll let you know if I make it happen lol.
Start Date 3/13/15
What I notice till this point is even though inside I have so many insecurities while out and about in pu
blic , it seems as if my persona says different.
For ex. I was out shopping for a shampoo when I saw myself in one of those cameras that displays a person when
they walk in. Anyways I was walking and I looked at myself and barely recognized myself. My body language was very dorminamt and confident. I also notice that my natural position of my head is always up because when I was taking a picture for my ID the guy behind the camera kept telling me to put my head down. I didn't realize that, maybe that's why now I still feel a little b
it of anxiety because before I wouldn't face the world with my head up.
on the woman side as usual nothing spectacular, I don't really go looking for looks from women but it does me great when they do look. I can't wait for the Aura of sexiness to kick in.
I find myself doing what's necessary or I can't sleep literary.
But in regards to women: I'm just looking for a Girl who's attractive but has a good personality.
There's also the girl who magically started Woking right when I started the program within 2 weeks. I haven't warmed up to her
but 3 weeks her and her friend were giggling when they saw me. She was attracted to me before but I can feel it coming back.
I don't see as much because she was in a different section of the building where its a different company so its very hard to see her.
we do talk a little but stage 5 has given Me this awesome power inside to push things sexualky
I'll let you know if I make it happen lol.