12-10-2015, 08:27 PM
Looking back I realized how much I've grown.
Socially: I'm more comfortable than my last run when talking with everyone
I'm more relaxed socially and have a social presence.
I still get uncomfortable but only few times. I have great friends now which awesome since I didn't have them during my last run
I'm more extrovert than I used to be since the past 3 yrs and I've been an extreme introvert
Cons: I'm less social when I don't get interest from a girl
I'm sometimes closed off and keep to myself. I'm very hard on myself and won't settle for average. If I'm walking out alone in a crowd I feel insecure like everyone is looking at me like I'm the shit but I don't feel like I am.
Women:
I do get looks from women, sometimes they flirt with me, like the other day I had a girl say explicitly during a sexual conversation with my friends that I'm probably good with my toungue too lol. It was kinda random too because my other friend was the one that started the sexual conversation, I was just there laughing at all the immature friends I had and they could tell. Then the girl just said and I was like hmm I must be having an effect on her.
Cons: I'm to hard on myself to realize that women are attracted to me. Small things that they do. I'm also kinda cold with girls too and that's been my one weekness. Like I had a cute girl ask me for my jacket but I was such an asshole because I was cold and had my friend give her hers. I felt so stupid, like wtf I was thinking. After reading the John Alexander book, especially the part on how couples act and how you can implement that when meeting a new girl. I saw it in real time, this cute girl was in my class and every time she would talk to me. Come close to me in stages 3 and 4. She would always flirt with me and because of that I'd get 4 other girls trying to flirt with me but I screwed up big time. My professor who's a woman was also flirting with me but all it took was one action to show that I wasn't used to attracting women. There were so many opportunities for me to advance with a lot of girls but I didn't because I wasn't sure how to go about it and I had fear of what if. But I'm not going to sit and complain. I'm going to run Wm 2.0, get the right knowledge to attract women and be a whole man.
I know I have still a long way to go and I plan to use Wm am Wm then SM to cap it all of. I'm not giving up and will never will. Ever since running Am I've taken the challenge with everything in life.
I have 2 weeks left in am6 next up Wm
Socially: I'm more comfortable than my last run when talking with everyone
I'm more relaxed socially and have a social presence.
I still get uncomfortable but only few times. I have great friends now which awesome since I didn't have them during my last run
I'm more extrovert than I used to be since the past 3 yrs and I've been an extreme introvert
Cons: I'm less social when I don't get interest from a girl
I'm sometimes closed off and keep to myself. I'm very hard on myself and won't settle for average. If I'm walking out alone in a crowd I feel insecure like everyone is looking at me like I'm the shit but I don't feel like I am.
Women:
I do get looks from women, sometimes they flirt with me, like the other day I had a girl say explicitly during a sexual conversation with my friends that I'm probably good with my toungue too lol. It was kinda random too because my other friend was the one that started the sexual conversation, I was just there laughing at all the immature friends I had and they could tell. Then the girl just said and I was like hmm I must be having an effect on her.
Cons: I'm to hard on myself to realize that women are attracted to me. Small things that they do. I'm also kinda cold with girls too and that's been my one weekness. Like I had a cute girl ask me for my jacket but I was such an asshole because I was cold and had my friend give her hers. I felt so stupid, like wtf I was thinking. After reading the John Alexander book, especially the part on how couples act and how you can implement that when meeting a new girl. I saw it in real time, this cute girl was in my class and every time she would talk to me. Come close to me in stages 3 and 4. She would always flirt with me and because of that I'd get 4 other girls trying to flirt with me but I screwed up big time. My professor who's a woman was also flirting with me but all it took was one action to show that I wasn't used to attracting women. There were so many opportunities for me to advance with a lot of girls but I didn't because I wasn't sure how to go about it and I had fear of what if. But I'm not going to sit and complain. I'm going to run Wm 2.0, get the right knowledge to attract women and be a whole man.
I know I have still a long way to go and I plan to use Wm am Wm then SM to cap it all of. I'm not giving up and will never will. Ever since running Am I've taken the challenge with everything in life.
I have 2 weeks left in am6 next up Wm
