10-10-2015, 09:56 PM
Even though I feel like a mess while on Am6, this run is actually easier on me then my first run. My first run I literally couldn't listen to the audio because I felt overly anxious from the beggining to end but now I don't feel any anxiety while listening but that anxiety manifests itself in public and situations. Sometimes randomly, I could be walking then all of a sudden I feel very shy, anxietal. The weird thing too is I've been very closed off. Then I open up to people. The gap is so big that it kinda throws people off. The girls who I said early that flirted with me can sense this and some are turned off by it. I know this because they give me a cold shoulder. But I know Am6 is just working on something deeper than I realize. I just didn't know how many subconscious blocks I had
