The Journey of the Alpha

[Alpha Male mo]

I didn't feel like writing a journal until the end of Am6 but some crazy things happened. So I finished stage 3, and what I noticed is my social confidence . I had the ability to talk to anyone and start a conversation with stranger, it was great. I've always been kind of socially awkward and I'm still working not it, but this program has improved my internal beliegs . I still get anxious in public but during stage 4 my anxiety slipped away. Not completely because it cones and goes, sometimes without me realizing it it pops up. Anyways in regards to women, I only had few occurrences. I had a woman stand in plain view standing somewhere near a door where I could see her, standing for a long time doing nothing(socially didn't make sense). At first I assumed she was waiting for some one but she walked off the store where I work and came back and did it again, except she stood outside...maybe it was all in my head. Another time I had an old unattractive woman try to buy me things and I didn't even know her. Another time I had a woman stalk me in her car, she drove up to the parking lot where I was standing, since the building where I work has multiple levels with a retail store being on the last level. So she parked in my office, turned her head lights on and sat in her car for 2 hrs. At first I thought it was some weird guy because it was like 2am on a Tuesday, but later I found out it was a woman, not attractive. This was only on stage 3. Now stage 4 was a b***. I had women literrary either not look at me and run or see me and run. Others times I've had a woman stare at me with a smile for like 3 minutes straight, I've had some of my co workers try to flirt with me.The responses have been so far apart that I just decided to ignore them. I'm definetly not jealous when I see guys with hot women. For ex, there's a very sexy co worker, who, just happened to get hired when I started stage 2 of Am6, has been chatting with a guy who isn't the type of guy you would see with a hot woman Now a days I just ignore them together. BTW me and the giro hit it off the first Time, she was very friendly and had like a sexy personality but the attraction died off. Anyways I'll keep updating if something happens.