So I’m not sure if these are telltale signs, but I think I might be resisting the sub.
At a couple of gatherings that I’ve been to in the last week, there was definitely a significant amount of neediness that I felt. A lot of social anxiety and a lot of old insecurities bubbling to the surface. A lot of feelings of inadequacy. at these gatherings I definitely noticed about myself I was giving off submissive body language that is tightening up, hands in pockets, looking unsure of myself, avoiding eye contact with certain people speaking low, And a little (internal) sensitivity to rejection. These gatherings did not go bad overall and I met a lot of great people. But I definitely noticed a lot about things about myself that we’re not good.
Just to clarify, I am currently using ultrasonic silent track.
Also, I’m noticing a lot of tiredness lately. But it’s also because I haven’t been drinking as much coffee which hasn’t been intentional by the way I just happen to not be drinking so much on some days.
At a couple of gatherings that I’ve been to in the last week, there was definitely a significant amount of neediness that I felt. A lot of social anxiety and a lot of old insecurities bubbling to the surface. A lot of feelings of inadequacy. at these gatherings I definitely noticed about myself I was giving off submissive body language that is tightening up, hands in pockets, looking unsure of myself, avoiding eye contact with certain people speaking low, And a little (internal) sensitivity to rejection. These gatherings did not go bad overall and I met a lot of great people. But I definitely noticed a lot about things about myself that we’re not good.
Just to clarify, I am currently using ultrasonic silent track.
Also, I’m noticing a lot of tiredness lately. But it’s also because I haven’t been drinking as much coffee which hasn’t been intentional by the way I just happen to not be drinking so much on some days.
“When you change yourself...you change the world”
-Silvera, Gojira
-Silvera, Gojira
