(03-14-2016, 10:07 AM)LiquidMind Wrote:
Haven't been posting for a while because I've been in a bad series of moods for quite some time
Really annoyed, frustrated and pissed off with things in life. I feel the subs are just too much at this point. I'm thinking of giving up SM3 due to the feeling of these moods, they just wont go away. Also haven't had any sex since starting it so I'm unsure if this sub is what I need right now.
I'm even going into deep depresive states and actually had dark thoughts here and there. Not good. I hope this doesn't continue but yeah sm3 really got me down right now and I dont want to carry on feeling this way.
IF anyone else is experincing the dark times on the sub then feel free to weigh in. I don't want to discontinue the subs but this feeling isn't going away any time soon.
Thanks guys
LM
As you are well aware that I am running OF at the moment, but I can relate to the dark thoughts. I have 'em too. I don't have any particular advice for you, but I'd encourage you to introspect upon what you really really want. And if it is sex, I'd further encourage you to go head and push through the run. And if by any chance, it's not just sex, I'd still encourage you to continue because these dark thoughts will prove to be very valuable to you. You will lean towards your darkness sometimes, but eventually, you'll find a balance, that in my opinion is a growth and it is beyond girls and sex. Either way, sex or not, you are growing.