02-04-2016, 10:25 AM
Woke up today feeling a bit differently. I feel wiser somehow. Somewhat smarter in a way
Whether this is the no fapping or subs I am not entirely sure.
I do remember thinking about how jobs agencies in the UK are awful. I'm currently on an agency who rang me up about a new job last year. Well they not only f**cked it up for me which meant I couldn't start my new job but have to wait until april to start and they haven't gotten off their arse to find me any other work until then. Complete joke. I remembered thinking how telling the truth on CV's and sending them to places who require "Oh yes you must have 50 years experience to work for us what ho!" is just getting you no where. I'm tempted to fake a CV to look really well and apply for a managers job or something (my friend did that and is now a store manager at holland and barrett)
I was also just thinking more clearly and feeling a lot better despite my circumstances (im the unluckiest person with regards to finding jobs i swear)
Also not been thinking about women as much which means I'm less impressed by needing women to fulfill my life and to have sex with to feed my ego. I really don't care that much. If I have sex, I have sex woo. No real big deal for me currently.
Issue is I've been buying the subs in stages and I may not have enough to buy stages 3 and 4 in a few weeks time. I'm not sure what to do if I can't get them in time. Anyone got any ideas how I don't imbalance myself?
Be much appreciated
LM
