01-27-2016, 10:38 AM
Short update on past few days
Noticed more present to the moment and being more myself.
Feel eyes of women are more on me. Had two teenage girls follow me around subtly in the supermarket yesterday.
More smiles and interest too. Not as much as I'd like but since ready Dante's post he mentioned getting over any emotional problems and anxiety, things like that. I did run into someone I knew today and usually when I am out and I see people I know or used to know.
Past me would ignore them or walk on by without acknowleding them. I'd pretend to notice the ground or something else and just plain ignore them. That was an issue of mine for years. I would also be like this around my own family. I am not sure what exactly contributes to this behaviour but it was not healthy i know that much.
Present me - since using SM3
As I said I ran into someone today and instead of my past self behaviour I acknowledged the guy. I said "hey man hows it going?" we had a brief convo. I could tell he felt awkward because like I said I never usually engage people so he's new to the new me. But it was a good convo and we mentioned catching up sometime so in terms of improvement in this area it was like 1000% better.
I feel like knowing more about myself internally will make me a better person. I am truely blessed to be who I am and I am excited for the future. Let the good times roll
More to come
LM
