05-31-2016, 09:32 PM
Day 40 SMast.
Day 26 Ultra Mot
Had a portion of my session with Chris. There were far too many issues to move forward; the internet kept cutting out, the earphones that I was using were causing sharp noises on his end, there were people in the house, so I couldn't be as loud as I wanted. He's wiped the slate clean, and we can resume any time from scratch. I admire his flexibility and honesty to tell me that it wasn't a good idea to carry on in that moment.
Going into that session, and carrying on ever since, was this feeling of anxiety and actual blockage; my speaking and my ability to carry on a logical flow to my speaking has been truncated. I realize that my emotional hang-ups, which I shall discover in greater detail soon enough, are keeping me from reaching not only some semblance of emotional mastery, but my intellectual potential as well.
Day 26 Ultra Mot
Had a portion of my session with Chris. There were far too many issues to move forward; the internet kept cutting out, the earphones that I was using were causing sharp noises on his end, there were people in the house, so I couldn't be as loud as I wanted. He's wiped the slate clean, and we can resume any time from scratch. I admire his flexibility and honesty to tell me that it wasn't a good idea to carry on in that moment.
Going into that session, and carrying on ever since, was this feeling of anxiety and actual blockage; my speaking and my ability to carry on a logical flow to my speaking has been truncated. I realize that my emotional hang-ups, which I shall discover in greater detail soon enough, are keeping me from reaching not only some semblance of emotional mastery, but my intellectual potential as well.
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