09-12-2017, 02:42 PM
Day 33,
Some realizations that I've been having:
- I've been asking myself about not only what I'm willing to do, but also what I'm willing to take to achieve something. When it comes to meeting women, let's say, in a bar, I've had this latent fear. I realize that it's about some guy to come along and strong-arm me. Once it was out in the open, I asked myself: "Am I willing to take a beating by some guy in order to do what it takes to get laid every once in a while?" ... Yes. Better yet, I told myself, I'd rip his fucking head off if he tried that. That said, I'd need the skills to do something like that (so to speak), which is why I'm becoming motivated to learn Muay Thai again.
Some realizations that I've been having:
- I've been asking myself about not only what I'm willing to do, but also what I'm willing to take to achieve something. When it comes to meeting women, let's say, in a bar, I've had this latent fear. I realize that it's about some guy to come along and strong-arm me. Once it was out in the open, I asked myself: "Am I willing to take a beating by some guy in order to do what it takes to get laid every once in a while?" ... Yes. Better yet, I told myself, I'd rip his fucking head off if he tried that. That said, I'd need the skills to do something like that (so to speak), which is why I'm becoming motivated to learn Muay Thai again.
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