Starting E2 again

[JCasterlin]

With E2 I have been running it on & off. But it's an amazing subliminal. I keep the loops from 1-3 anymore my mind and brain start to feel heavy. Just keep going even though it feels as if nothing is happening but surely cleansing is being done! Although I do feel quite tired alot so I need more sleep. Good luck with it! ?

For me it depends on the sub. When I briefly ran MLS 5.5 I had issues getting & staying asleep. I am starting my run of E2 tonight. Last week was nuts & I was having serious issues focusing because I was without one of my ADHD medications. Not making excuses I just know that without this particular med my focus is for shit. I do plan on running MLS again long term after E2. It will be fun to see what potential has been dormant because of all the crap I've dealt with. It's weird how I as @Greenduck said that I'm running away from using E2 because I have in the past stated to various people how I have always felt that there is something blocking a genius I have within me.
I've been through a lot recently. Especially the last couple of weeks with eliminating a very toxic family member from my life. Someone who along with others did everything they could to make me think I was somehow mentally disabled because I wouldn't live my life they way they wanted me to. She (my biological mother) even went as far as telling my aunt (her sister) that I was indeed mentally disabled. All it took was a conversation in person with that aunt for her to apologize to me for believing what my mother said. For reasons I will probably never understand she has gone to great lengths to sabotage me or hoping I would fail in some way no matter what it is I chose to do. She's never been like that with any other of my siblings biological or step. I agree now with @Shannon , @Benjamin , & @Greenduck , that E2 is what I need