Wow, last night of SM tonight. I'm feeling good today like I finally have some motivation and inspiration back in my life. I'm so glad SM has ended this way. However I feel like I've lost some of my masculinity for some reason. It may not show in the things I do at all.. but for some reason I feel this way. Maybe it's because of the way I feel with women more now than ever or It's how I perceive others in general. This is in a good way.. but I feel in my gut I should get started on AM 2011 asap. So the NEW plan now is to do another 2 weeks of SM stage 6 as like... a boost or refresher if you will.. and hell I just thought of it.. I'll do asc 4g along side it for those 2 weeks. take a break then head on into AM 2011. I'll find some time in there to get some exposure to disconnect from negativity within.. and I'm not sure if I want to go into Happiness and joy, Deep gratification, or Zen mindset after AM 2011. I have plenty of time. And this coming weekend I'll spend some time to write a brief but detailed testimonial.
EDIT: I also feel like I can have any woman I desire at this point.. IF I consciously choose to and I feel that's still a sticking point along with pulling the trigger. I'll just have to figure something out to do that doesn't include bars and clubs, seriously.
EDIT: I also feel like I can have any woman I desire at this point.. IF I consciously choose to and I feel that's still a sticking point along with pulling the trigger. I'll just have to figure something out to do that doesn't include bars and clubs, seriously.
"To love completely and hold onto nothing-that is the only freedom." -David Deida
"If at first glance it may appear too hard, look again. Always look again." - Unknown
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"If at first glance it may appear too hard, look again. Always look again." - Unknown
If you would like to get in touch with me, please send me an email.
