Spiral's Sex Magnet 2011 journal

[RainbowAbyss]

I think I need to clarify that the results of women flashing me and stuff happened in the past, not because of SM 2.0. I very rarely get a chance to go out in public these days, so I haven't seen that sort of thing, but I do get stared at and have women opening me at the grocery store. Once, two at once started a conversation with me. Seriously, ladies, my pinto beans can't be that interesting. I'm sure you know how to cook them better than I do. lol

Then are you saying that your getting approached in the grocery store isrecent... as in a result of SM2?
BTW In either case I wouldn't take all the credit Shannon, Pinto beans are pretty amazing

Yes, very recent. The pinto beans were definitely amazing, but that was after I cooked them. lol SM 2.0 has been causing changes I can see within me, overcoming past resistance to getting out into the world and looking for sex or sexual relationships based on the last couple relationship results I have had in that direction. I basically got very deeply hurt by one of my ex's concerning sexual infidelity, and between that and my mother's passing, have been apparently healing and somewhat unwilling to go looking for more sexual relationships on a subconscious level for fear of being hurt again if I open myself up that way. Realizing that is what made me decide to use SM, to try to force myself out of that rut, face my fears and move on with my life.

I now have an aura of energy built up that I can sense, and almost visually sense... it's like when I remember myself doing things, I see the faint outline of this sort of large ball of fire around me. I know it's affecting the women around me, because they seem to be unable to not notice me if they touch it (come within about four or five feet of me), and there's definitely a sexual attention and response from the facial cues and body language. Not always do they give any overt outward clues that it's affecting them, and sometimes it needs to be "in contact" for several minutes before they start reacting in ways that are noticeable, but it seems to affect a number of women around me when I do get out.

I am doing experiments with another program (Top Secret, hush hush stuff right now) that are having similar, but even more obvious, effects.

The manifestation effects started with having various circumstances "just align" and suddenly I have five females who are on the radar who I know I could seduce if I chose to. I know for a fact that I would definitely end up having sex with two of them if we were in personal proximity for more than a short amount of time. The others are more peripheral... I hesitated with one, because I was worried that she would get pregnant, and now she's in a relationship. I know I can seduce her, still, but her upbringing would make her hide from me if I did that to her while she was involved.

Another one is dating a guy I know, an I'm not going to try to seduce someone else's girlfriend. I know that should she ever meet me (and she will, take that to the bank, because he wants to flaunt her) she will be very attracted to me and will eventually end up trying to seduce me. Let's hope I have the strength to say no at that point, if they're still dating, cause she is probably among the two or three most physically beautiful woman I have ever seen in my life. Literally, a 12 out of 10. Remember, I am a semi-professional photographer, and I work with professional models, including women you have probably seen in various magazines. That should tell you something.

And last but not least we have a girl who is quite pretty and quite underage, who wants to have me do her first model shoot for her. She doesn't yet realize it, but I can see that she's also going to respond that way to me when she spends some time in my personal presence. You just sort of "know" which ones are going to respond after a while.

This by the way is why, when I work with girls under 18 as a photographer, I insist on having her parent(s) or legal guardian(s) present at all times, as well as having them sign a model release for minors that states that they observed the shoot and nothing unprofessional happened, plus having an assistant present the whole time to vouch for me also in case someone decides it might be amusing or profitable to accuse me of stupid shit.

When I start hunting/socializing more, especially getting away from those people who will try to cock block me, I will doubtless have more and more interesting stories to tell. But this is all happening within just three weeks of starting SM 2.0. Let me tell you, it has been literally painful to run, because it's trying so hard to force me out to hunt with sexual arousal ALL THE TIME, and I have work to do instead.

you sound like sextradomus, the attraction prophet lol
you have no idea how much I am looking forward to those stories that are sure to come. The best part of sex magnet for the semi-unique vulnerable situation you are in is that things should stay pretty casual so you can get your bearings back emotionally, when sexually involved with woman again. Also let me know if you are experimenting with mixing phermone's at all while on the set..I go two days out off and one night out on them and am coming up with some mixes that match pretty well if used sparingly.